is nearly 5am.
im feeling really exhausted but my brain just cant seems to rest.
wo bu ming bai, wei se me shuo bu ai jui bu ai?
what are the things that you need, that even if we are together, you cant do? cant get?
am i not giving uu the freedom that you always need?
im not expecting much from you, really.
i just hope you realise how much you really meant to me.
how much i need you in my life.
fate is in our own hand.
if you think you can, you can.
why is it so hard for you to open up your heart to see all these?
you had been treating me really cold.
or maybe this is your naturally reaction to me now.
wo hen xin ku ke shi wo zhen de bu xiang fang qi.
zai ai wo zhen de you ne me nan mar?
chen jing ai wo de na ge nan ren dao di zai na li?
wo hai zai shun zao.
wo hai zai ten dai.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 4:48 AM