& finally,

i got the entire clear picture of what is in your mind.
i don't care if what you tell your friends and what you told me isn't the same anymore.

1-2weeks time to patch, i don't think so.

the hurt that you gave me, was so harsh and pain that it covered all the happy memories that we once had.

or perhaps, i should say, it overtaken the love that you gave me.

i did not block you in facebook.

but i private it from every single one.

so don't think im trying to run away from things.

im facing every single shit that you are giving me, strongly.

is time i should open my heart for another someone to come into my life.

someone who i can love and care and get the same in return.

as for you, i don't deny that you will always have a special place in my heart.

i don't deny that i still love you.

but the hurt is just so unbearable.

god is now letting me have a taste of how Chris felt.

& i completely understand it.

you will only understand how i felt till you found someone who you really love in the future, but i seriously hope, the feeling that im going thru now wont applies on you.

please please take care.

& all the best in life.

is something that i realise, i did fulfill it.

it's just you.

what do you really want?

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 2:35 AM