life. changes so much.
i rmb how wealthy our family used to be.
we get everything that we want without fail.
we get all the best and latest gadget which no other kid could have.
more thn 8 expensive cars at home.
bungalow is the house that i stay in.
7 rooms, 7 toilets.
a swimming pool.
big bed rooms, triple the size of my room now.
2 maids to serve us.
1 guard.
rott wailer as my dog.
gold chain, diamond, branded stuff.
everything uu name it, we had.
& everything came clashing down when the family business falls.
at year 1997/98, all the things that ii mention, are no longer ours.
dad broke down. i couldnt understand as i was too young.
from there, we move to a smaller house.
mum cried every night, kept thinking how to pick up the financial again.
finding all and every single way.
bro was too young to help nor understand.
but i could see that he misses the family bond so much.
sis and i, are more to ourselves.
we manage to pull thru.
dad got himself a job, trying to swallow his pride, and his title "2nd boss" is gone.
i became very rebel.
i started cutting my wrist.
very bad tempered.
dye my hair at the age of 12.
guess what i want was just a little notice from my busy parents.
& at the age of 17, parents decided to move to singapore.
there is when the new journey started.
& now, me.
all grown up i guess.
i earn every single cents by my own hardwork.
mum and dad are both working.
my heart ache seeing them work so hard.
to make sure we wont starve.
bro is getting from bad to worse.
he totally ignore the existent of my parents.
he go in and out of the house whenever he lyks.
take $ from my mum and when my mum dont allow,
he started swearing and cursing.
i hope he grow up and understand how much we love and care for him.
bro, always remember that we love uu.
we wouldnt want uu to suffer in the future.
we want the best for uu.
uu might not understand now.
but im sure one of these days, uu will.
& i hope that day, will not be the day that mum, dad and i are already gone from this world.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:41 PM