The Mistress♥
Ting Ting is my name.
I'm a purple + black lover.
I might look strong on the outside,
but definitely weak, inside.
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Su-Lyn
Wan Lin
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Aliya Kavitha
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Wei Yan Selina
Xuan XiaoMin
Jiray Ah Jon
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Credits
Don't even touch this
Basecodes from:
♥chocodiiction-lovesxoxo*
Designer:
MissVunique
Background by:
Fivepointsapart
Inspired by:
The song When i look at you by Miley Cyrus
Others:
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life. changes so much.
i rmb how wealthy our family used to be.
we get everything that we want without fail.
we get all the best and latest gadget which no other kid could have.
more thn 8 expensive cars at home.
bungalow is the house that i stay in.
7 rooms, 7 toilets.
a swimming pool.
big bed rooms, triple the size of my room now.
2 maids to serve us.
1 guard.
rott wailer as my dog.
gold chain, diamond, branded stuff.
everything uu name it, we had.
& everything came clashing down when the family business falls.
at year 1997/98, all the things that ii mention, are no longer ours.
dad broke down. i couldnt understand as i was too young.
from there, we move to a smaller house.
mum cried every night, kept thinking how to pick up the financial again.
finding all and every single way.
bro was too young to help nor understand.
but i could see that he misses the family bond so much.
sis and i, are more to ourselves.
we manage to pull thru.
dad got himself a job, trying to swallow his pride, and his title "2nd boss" is gone.
i became very rebel.
i started cutting my wrist.
very bad tempered.
dye my hair at the age of 12.
guess what i want was just a little notice from my busy parents.
& at the age of 17, parents decided to move to singapore.
there is when the new journey started.
& now, me.
all grown up i guess.
i earn every single cents by my own hardwork.
mum and dad are both working.
my heart ache seeing them work so hard.
to make sure we wont starve.
bro is getting from bad to worse.
he totally ignore the existent of my parents.
he go in and out of the house whenever he lyks.
take $ from my mum and when my mum dont allow,
he started swearing and cursing.
i hope he grow up and understand how much we love and care for him.
bro, always remember that we love uu.
we wouldnt want uu to suffer in the future.
we want the best for uu.
uu might not understand now.
but im sure one of these days, uu will.
& i hope that day, will not be the day that mum, dad and i are already gone from this world.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:41 PM
pure craps.
come back to the office on sat coz i got alot of things to clear,
in the end, printer down.
like wtf rite.
thn im stuck in the office,
dunno what to do ._.x
really feel like slapping those technical support.
making me waste my time.
think i will just go and catch a movie later,
since im already in town.
._.x
GRRRR ! -.-
despicable me !! :DD
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 2:59 PM
work was.. ahhhh !
irritated by her.
im so glad that im sitting far from wherever she love sitting with.
shes just so fake in front of her boss.
lucky my boss knows her attitude.
im getting bored in maple.
my best friend hu owez pei me now got a stead.
& im left alone.
i dont have a choice,
my bf is a soldier front freak.
he said he will accompany me.
i doubt so.
and yea, i ain't wrong.
do you guys know that kind of feeling,
like uu are really bz at work,
and you wish that the 1st thing you reach home was to spent some times with ur love one.
updating him what happen today in the office.
or telling him how much you misses him.
too bad, i don't have such life happening.
i mean no matter how you tell me that uu will spend times with me,
or telling me that i would never be lonely,
i just wouldn't feel it.
because is aint true.
even when i told uu that im home le.
what different does it makes?
you will just replied "i go sf(soldier front) awhile okie ?"
the question mark shouldn't even be there.
it should be a full stop.
uu are not even asking, uu are just informing me.
what different does it makes to have uu as my bf?
i read ray's blog.
talking about relationship.
very meaningful.
made me thought alot too.
guess uu just wont understand what i want or neither will you.
sometimes i really envy friends around me.
i really do.
all i want was uu to spent that free time with me,
is it really that hard?
think about it.
can YOU give me what i want?
things that i don't even ask much from YOU?
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:02 PM
dog with dog.
when uu put two dogs together,
they will bark at each other.
even if they are playing or having fun,
they still bark.
& when they are sad or tired, they whine but still BARK!
just like my bro and mum !
both born in the year of the dog,
and they are always barking at each other,
even in the middle of the night !
like 3+am?
when im lyk having such a hard time falling asleep,
& when i finally manage to,
they started barking!
angry die me. ._.x
slept at 11+pm.
keep waking up to see the world cup score.
wasn't on purpose, but my brain just told me to do so.
2+am, 0 - 0 .
3+am, 0 - 0.
4+am , the score is still 0 - 0 .
and ii finally fell asleep BUT i dreamt about ghost, soul ! -.-
!#$%^ !!
woke up at 6.21am when my alarm rang.
tmd. shag si wo.
called bii to wake him up, but cant get thru his freaking fone. ._.x
in the office,
tried so hard to open my damn eyes. ._.x
didnt really had a proper lunch.
had some kuih and a few mouths of rojak that ryan bought for us. (:
thn went and smoke with them.
left office on the dot. 6.30pm.
headed to the mrt station,
cramp and pack like fuck.
no place to sit, sua.
but the prob is,
there is problem standing too !
grrrr..
tell me !
what more shagness can my day be?!
too tired to even take my dinner. ._.x
nvm. i dont really take dinner nway.
1 more thing that i felt,
i think im putting on weight, AGAIN. =/
fruits or kuih for lunch!
starting from tomorrow.
or issit because my hair reached shoulder length.
and i look exactly like a lion? ._.x
i hate this stage of keeping long hair.
patient patient ._.x
i wanna dye my hair!
but what colour or how this time?
tsk tsk. :(
shag day.
shag si wo.
kill me please.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:51 PM
manage to watched my karate kid today.
was extremely nice and meaningful.
storyline was great too.
lurve it :D
gonna watch despicable me after i get my pay.
really broke now. :(
thanks baby for spending ur hard earn $ on me. :)
i wonder how many ppl can tolerate my stubborn attitude.
or even playful yet sometimes, unbearable mood swing.
a gurl who is picky towards meal.
& hu got a "ta nu ren" attitude.
& then ii found him.
some1 hu is younger thn me by 5years.
but thank god, he dont seems or act lyk one.
hu will be able to take gud care of me.
& also learnt to accept everything and anything about me.
to guide me, and stop me from hurting myself.
to encourage and be there for me anytime i needed him.
hu also never fail to shower me with love, tho there are so many negatives things about me.
:)
im glad i met uu.
& now, i realise, all the hardship and hurt i went thru last time was all worth it.
euu made me smile, always.
Happy 1st year anniversary baby. x3 !
xoxo ! (:
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:11 PM
bread spread with strawberry jam and cheese + cold soya bean made a not bad breakfast (:
at every 11am, my colleagues and ii will start to think,
"what to eat for lunch?"
superb sian with food below my office edi.
i think im just gonna have fruits today. :D
felt like i gain weight, again. ._.x
can uu imagine, so fat liao than still gain weight?
LOLs. ._.x
this 1week or so,
im hoping not to stress out at work.
go home on the dot if is possible.
BUT not not for today.
meeting from 5.30-7.30pm. -.-
i wonder why does work , works like that.
they dont pay uu O.T but they make uu listen to lots of craps?
2hours meeting?! can uu imagine that? ._.x
booooorrrriinnggg.. ~
in a result,
i need to take my bath and tugged in to bed once ii reached home. -.-
so bloody thank you.
im addicted to one of my iphone game that i downloaded it yesterday.
its call, "godfinger".
super cute and funn can? :D ..
or maybe for the time being only :x
oh yahh !
i so want the latest album from jay chou.!!
so many nice and meaningful songg ! D:
i want i want !!
any gud hearted ppl here willing to buy for me? =/
i wishh.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:39 AM
& when things fade, it fades really fast.
i wonder how ppl can actually manage to catch up with such quick changes.
or is it just me who cant adapt changes?
ohh well.
lots of new things happening at work.
hahas. alot of surprising this as well.
my life is bored.
wake up --> work --> lunch --> work --> play maple --> sleep.
yea yea.
im still playing maple.
i lurve my char too much so i want the best for it.
hahas !
call me a maple freak. its alrite (:
oh yah, is the football fever now !
im gonna watch both match tonite with bro and cp :D
the most healthiest place to watch is Mac :x
Brazil vs Holland & Uruguay vs Ghana.
i cant wait for sat match, Argentina vs Germany !! :D
alrite.
thats all for now.
i miss someone deeply much.
you know who you are.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 1:19 PM