1st of May 2010.
a day to remember about the past,
a day of memory flash back like nobody business.
from how we know each other,
to how we meet, where is the 1st place i saw uu,
when is the 1st time we kiss,
& how everything started,
& ended.
4 years,
i know uu are hoping for me to really give uu a surprise,
which is appear in ur doorstep today,
like right now.
but i didnt.
im sorry.
will uu be happy without me?
idk.
i really do hope uu are doing well there.
a place where there is a totally no longer me around.
no1 to wake uu up, no1 to make simple breakfast for uu.
no1 to touch ur face when uu are driving.
no more hugs & kisses.
we are far apart,
or maybe an easier way to put it,
we vanish from each other world,
im scare. im unsecure.
what should i say to uu?
to someone i break all my promises that i once promises him?
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 6:36 PM