jac said im quiet today.

am ii?

hhmm..

what am ii thinking?

idk.

going for jason surprise b'day party after work.

with ryan and the rest of the team mates (:

gonna be funn ii guess :D

kathy lee and ii ordered a strawberry shortcake from four leaves.

collecting it at taka later (:

will try to take as much picture as i can.

need to sleep early today.

gonna play basketball with baby and my bro tomorrow morning.

so long didnt sweat it out already.

can at least release stress :D

btw,

i really really need to cut my hair !!

is getting out of shape !!

next week!!

hoho !

thinking of dyeing it black edi.

but ii feel like adding purple to it again ler. =/

considering.

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 1:12 PM

mc today.

bad menstruation cramp.

couldn't really get to sleep the whole night.

felt so uneasy.

woke up at 5am, took my bath and went straight to woodland.

stoopid bus161 so pack de.

hai wo stand all the way.

i bought breakfast for baby and pei him to work. :)

after that, i went straight to the doctor.

doctor pump my blood to check my blood pressure.
& yes, she said i do have high blood pressure.
asking me to go back 2weeks later for another test. =/
guess if 2weeks later, the blood still shot so high up, i need to be under some kind of medication.

sigh.

dunch think i wanna go back for that.

havent told baby about this. =/

later he worried north south east west.

wait till he read this bahs.

which like idk when.

so still can hide away :D

reached home and took my nap.
i can even dreamt about work even when im sleeping.

weirdd. ._.

dreamt that eugene huang sms me to ask me something!!!

!@#$%^

nway,

here's are some random pic ii took. :D

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 11:31 AM

just wanna put this pic, right in the beginning.

thanks again baby.

i love it. :)

due to the lag of sleep im having yesterday,

my saturday ended up sleeping for almost the whole day. =/

boring uhh.

slept at 4.30am last nite.

woke up at around 7am coz mummie was asking where did ii park the car.

yeap.

i told her that ii drove the car to look for bro.

and ask mummie to lied to daddie that she was the 1 hu drove it earlier on.

daddie got a very gud reverse parking,

so he will definitely find out that some1 drove the car after he park :x.

thn slept back till around 11+am.

woke up to have breakfast with baby.

& he left my house around 3pm.

continue my sleep at 4pm, woke up like 7+pm? :x

took my bath thn dinner.

well, im starting to watch xia yi zhan xin fu now.

watch till episode 5 edi.

still lurve hai pai tian xin more. :)

maybe bcoz is just the beginning.

lets just wait and see.

teehee. :D

and now im still so awake. =/

talking to aiai and ck in msn.

baby is asleep edi.

im sure he must been damn sleepy.

oh well,

is mother day's tomorrow.

i just wanna thank god for giving me such a pleasant and great mum.

i love my mummie deep deep :D

& of cause,

wishing all mother a Happy Mother Day's x3

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 1:51 AM

is 2.52am but im still awake. =/

work was so so today.

totally dunch feel like working. ._.

wore my new dress today.

kinda short. ._.

thn my colleague said ii look really girlish.

LOLs.

guess ii surprised them :) .

after work,

we went for the AGM.

it was really bbbooorrriinggg..

but luckily ii sat with reena and the rest instead of "her". ^^

so as usual, we are the noisest table, most happening until other keep staring and looking but we dont give a DAMN :D

it was really funn.

playing with boon huat name.

and we go "bbbboooonnnn HUATTTT arhh" to replace "yam seng".

LOLs.

and we keep making fun or the performance that they had.

so funnie :x

when im otw home,

around 10.30pm,

mummie called me.

and told me that bro took his bag and leave the house coz daddie scolded him for his bad behavior.

thn ii nagged mummie abit and sms bro.

his replied made me so worried.

for e.g : "leave me alone", "i will contact uu tomorrow if im still alive", "dont force me".

so ii called baby to asked him try contacting my bro but he cant reach my bro too.

i rushed home, and when ii reached sengkang, i wanted to take a cab home so ii can quickly take my bath and go out to find my bro.

when i was about to reach the taxi stand,

ii saw my bro sitting at the corridor, near the entrance,

so ii was like "OI. what are uu doing here?"

than he ji tao walked away. very fast. ._.

due to my stupid blister, i cant catch up.

so i sms him and screw him up.

thn baby was on his way to sengkang.

i rushed home, change a clean shirt and pants,

stole my parents car key.

met baby, and ii drove the car to find my bro.

alrite alrite!

i know is something stupid, dangerous and crazy.

but hey, how are uu gonna move around to find some1 at 12am?

._.

cp was like kinda scare at 1st.

but ii asked him to shut up and just buckle the seat belt.

LOLs.

i 4got to on the car light until one of the vehicle behind of me flashes his highlight.

:x

no wander the car seems dark :x

than drove drove drove,

bro told me where is he so ii went over to fetch him.

wanted to drive to kovan 1st,

but dunch think is possible.

there's this truck hu keep looking at me edi. =/

park at the same slot my daddie parked.

but my reverse parking sucks !

lucky didnt bang the car beside of me. =/

btw, did i mention that i don't have a license YET? :x

gonna re new my PR and grab my license le bahs.

cant effort anything to happen.

so now,

need to settle my bro things.

family prob.

grrr !!

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 2:52 AM

ohhh ! is finally Thursday! :D

i had a weird dream last night.

i dreamt that it was finally Saturday.

& i swear that i was smiling while dreaming.

suddenly my alarm rang.

i was still confuse why is it ringing on Saturday.

trying to recall what ii did yesterday even when im still dreaming.

than my brain flash back that ii got meeting yesterday.

which is only WED ! ._.

so today THURS!! ._.

so reluctant to wake up so ii snooze my alarm. ._.

until im ready to face another hectic day. =/

oh well,

today was so so.

except for that "rich ass" who keep asking me to do this and that.

want this and that.

ni tmd.

owez say "im not trying to add on to ur workload".

fuck uu lar.

uu are the worse manager i ever encounter.

so what if uu are earning like at least 10k a month?
or 60k last month?

big fuck issit?

no need to die?

see ur face is worse than seeing my GM and manager face can!

go and complain about me larhs ! _l_

._.

oh yah, we wont be eating the food court below our office liao.

theres baby cockroach crawling all over the place and some times, near the food.

!@#$%^

fucking disgusting.

gonna order MCD for lunch tomorrow ^^

something sweet & memorable today.

jac dropped an envelope in my bag.

she asked me to open it at home.

thn ii hand itchy, open it straight away. :x

she actually wrote a small note,

& slot $50 in.

woah.

i was like, wth is she giving me $ lar.

so the notes says :

i was like really touched can? :)

is not about the $, is the thought that counts.

really felt being appreciated.

my smoking buddy, a person hu i can share my feeling with.

ahhh.. thank god :)

hopefully im able to trust to right person this time.

no more backstabbing or making use of me please. =/

gonna have AGM tomorrow.

is a dinner function for Standard Chartered Bank.

gonna wear my new clothes.

hopefully it will look nice since ii haven't try it on b4. :)

FRIDAY, here ii come :D

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:29 PM

watched IP man 2 on friday,

and today, Iron Man 2.

seriously, IP man 2 is so much better.

idk why.

hhmph!

Iron man was just so so bahs.

almost fall asleep ._.

had an argument with baby today.

about chili sauce. ._.

hu ask him to keep defending himself and argue back.

& uu know ii never like to lose in this kind of argument.

no no.

not gonna give in.

than in the end okie le luh.

he shut his mouth and keep following my back luh. =/

after movie,

when to rivervale mall for dinner.

than slack at my house block.

bro and cp keep play play play.

play fighting somemore.

thn i was like "why nobody play fighting with me?"

so my bro say "okies lar, play with uu"

& i was like so happily got up from my chair and tried to kick him.

he used his knee to dodge me.

& ii stupidly go and kick his knee.

now my leg blue black !! DDDD:

pain can?!!!

grrr..

shouldn't have play D: .

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:46 PM

a day to remember about the past,

a day of memory flash back like nobody business.

from how we know each other,

to how we meet, where is the 1st place i saw uu,

when is the 1st time we kiss,

& how everything started,

& ended.

4 years,

i know uu are hoping for me to really give uu a surprise,

which is appear in ur doorstep today,

like right now.

but i didnt.

im sorry.

will uu be happy without me?

idk.

i really do hope uu are doing well there.

a place where there is a totally no longer me around.

no1 to wake uu up, no1 to make simple breakfast for uu.

no1 to touch ur face when uu are driving.

no more hugs & kisses.

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 6:36 PM