i sense sick bug is approaching me.

really chiong study and work till im so tired.

=/

now im using laptop instead of desktop in the office already.

nth to be amazed of.

laptop=more work for uu to clear.

calvin aka mao mao sent me home from work yesterday.

than he wants to slack below my house.

so okie okie lar.

bought 100+.

smoke,slack,sing and disturb him.

& now his naming me Miss Disturb coz i kept on wanting to burn his hair with my lighter.

he spoilt his own lighter when trying to snatch it back from me.

stupid to the max.

._.

guess his gonna send me home today again.

not bad.

drove from sengkang --> dhoby ghaut --> sengkang.

ask him mai come and fetch.

he die die want.

so okie luh. ._.

nway, is breakfast time now! (:

byes all.

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:06 AM

when did ii last blog?

i lost track.

when did ii last on9 using a proper pc and not iphone?

i lost track too.

when did ii at least log in to maple/audition?

same. lost track.

like fuck!

work work work.

assignment assignment assignment.

tmd.

i wanna find a different prospect in life.

but what kind of life do i want?

clueless.

i had been hurting ppl again and again lately.

i didnt mean it okie.

YOU didnt ask in the 1st place what.

okies. dunch blame it on others,

blame it on myself for not bringing out the courage to tell uu about it.

ahhh.. have i make my choice?

yes? no?

nvm.

._.

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:56 AM

& again,

is another whining post.

im starting to get tired with life.

had argument with cp last sat & sun.

& i swore never, NEVER to step into a pool area again.

it bring nth but unhappy memories to me now.

i hate to see myself crying,

i had been crying straight since sat & sun.

screwed weekend.

i know, i did something foolish to stopped my tears.

i thought it will,

but nope,

it didnt.

hate it to the max.

monday was normal.

cp came to picked me up from work.

(:

and brought me an extreme big lolipop.

thankeuu..

and i use that to hit his head :x

hu ask him to bully me !

hmmph !

punishment >=D

yesterday was worse.

im gonna have my test.

it was pretty hard.

but the good things about it was,

can sms, some even surf the net to get answer, open book and discuss.

cher like dont care ler :x

than ii sms-ed nick and kc to helped me out.

so nice of them lar. (:

hopefully i can pass lar. *keeping my fingers cross*.

oh yah, i was really moodless and weak in the office yst, and i split a cup of hot milo on my shirt.

can uu imagine?!!!

grrrr..

fucking careless sia.

bo bian asked my bro for help to take clothes for me all the way to dhoby.

than he late.

!@#$%^

haiss..

bad day sia yesterday.

& im freaking sick today.

menstruation cramp sucks to the core.

=/

going off for dinner.

buayy buayyy.

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 6:54 PM

my 1st test is on tues.
after 5years of not having exam,
revision,
homework.
and now, everything is goin on again.
=/
plus with work.
damn.
how long can i bear with all this craps.

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 1:32 PM

finally kinda like settle down at the new office.

okies.. talking about my new office,

is located just beside Park mall, opposite Plaza Sing.

cool or what? (:

so next time i dont have to do online/phone booking to reserve any "selling fast" movie tickets,

neither do i need to go all the way to town on weekends to shop around (:

and the damn cool things is that,

im staying at sengkang,

sengkang ---> dhoby ghaut.

is so much convenience can :D

i like.

the only things bad about this place is,

im far apart from the mortgage department[the department that im supporting].

but yeap,

i can only wait for my laptop to be issued than hot desking.

hopefully it will be here real soon.

i need to adjust my timing.

to LATER.

i reached office at 7.38am this morning can!!

crazy de! ._.

so i think i can leave house at around 7am now (:

than da pao OCK meehoon.

it taste yummy sia :D

havent take my lunch yet.

hungry. =/

shirley ordered pizza but is still not here yet.

awww..

back to work 1st.

tata :D

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 1:09 PM

i think it had reached my limitation of saying "YES","OK" or bearing with every damn things.

& whenever i tried my very best to get things done,

& tried so hard to manage everything without given other problem,

but everything just fall backs at me.

DONT tell me that im the best in my department.

coz it will make me felt like im a best in being a fool.

& now i wanna learn to say NO!

NO is a must LEARN ! _l_

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:24 AM

is finally Thursday.

just took my breakfast.

nasi lemak + vitasoy. (:

i think im gonna have gastric probs real soon.

is like i dont take my dinner (even if im hungry),

just dont have the mood to do so.

way too tired to even chew my food.

and i starve till the next morning where i will feel pain.

just like gastric. ._.

oh well.

heck care.

left work at 9pm yesterday.

80% of the commission are completed.

hopefully there wont be too much error when the finance is gonna check later. =/

most probably gonna stay back at work today & tomorrow as well.

will need to be the coordinator for the moving on sat and sun.

!@#$% ._.

yes. why so fuck up? ._.

i dont know either.

im having class today but guess i got no other choice but to skip it.

=/

im like really lost track in class already.

but really no choice.

tons and tons of work to do nowadays.

and is like a "i cant say no" to it.

hopefully things will get better real soon.

im tired of working and working.

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:09 AM

work is really hectic this week.

or probably next week as well.

this is the only time when i can take my time eating,

or rest my damn brain and head.

(when i reach the office 45mins earlier).

other than that is chiong chiong chiong.

is really pain in the ass.

when so many things just come at one shot.

class yesterday.

can cry.

i need to chiong my studies real soon also.

i got no time to interfere anything else anymore.

im tired.

i dont even have enough time to eat/sleep.

please! please give me a break.

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:51 AM

all about argument,

trust,

hate,

hurt,

revenge,

guilty,

and most of all,

you guys had been friends for the longest time.

only uu guys know each other well enough.

gf like us, might not be the one who could bring uu joy.

uu guys know it well enough.

clear those misunderstanding.

get back the brotherhood.

i will be waiting to see.

dunch disappoint me pleaseee..

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:11 AM

all this precious moment,

with you by my side,

must be a gift from heaven,

thats holding me all night.

i dont know how i found you,

im thankful that i had.

now that i love so true,

to hold,

to keep,

to share.

in my heart,

i can no longer hold inside,

all of the love i used to hide,

i'll always be,

with you until the very end.

in this world,

there is no place i'd rather be,

you are my life,

my soul,

my boy,

and through it all,

i know that you've come to see,

that you're the one,

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:05 AM