is thursday (:
1 more day to reach weekend, again.
like real excited.
excited over?
my beauty sleeep :x
was suppose to join the mortgage team for steamboat tonight.
but dunch think i can make it le.
coz i got class ! D:
lyk really sad coz ii hardly join them for any team building and stuff. =/
but is not lyk i dont want, is just that i cant.
hais.
did talked to chris over the phone last nite.
i know i bring him nth but hurt, and he, bring me nth but joy.
im just a meanie.
i know.
he asked me to remember his word,
"whatever i do, i do it because i love you"
sometimes, it just break my heart so much,
not knowing who do i love, who do i really want.
im just a fucking bitch who need to fuck her life off.
again,
i can only apologise to the both of you.
for it was me hu destroy the happiness and peaceful life that you both are leading.
i deserve nth but punishment.
im always in a dilemma state.
and i hate it.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:01 AM