The Mistress♥
Ting Ting is my name.
I'm a purple + black lover.
I might look strong on the outside,
but definitely weak, inside.
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is thursday (:
1 more day to reach weekend, again.
like real excited.
excited over?
my beauty sleeep :x
was suppose to join the mortgage team for steamboat tonight.
but dunch think i can make it le.
coz i got class ! D:
lyk really sad coz ii hardly join them for any team building and stuff. =/
but is not lyk i dont want, is just that i cant.
hais.
did talked to chris over the phone last nite.
i know i bring him nth but hurt, and he, bring me nth but joy.
im just a meanie.
i know.
he asked me to remember his word,
"whatever i do, i do it because i love you"
sometimes, it just break my heart so much,
not knowing who do i love, who do i really want.
im just a fucking bitch who need to fuck her life off.
again,
i can only apologise to the both of you.
for it was me hu destroy the happiness and peaceful life that you both are leading.
i deserve nth but punishment.
im always in a dilemma state.
and i hate it.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:01 AM
hse internet connection gone.
cant on9.
bastard singtel =/
lucky i still got my iphone to log in to msn and facebook.
kill my free time abit.
had gone to malacca for "bai nian" section.
got ang pow from chris mum and his aunty.
(:
1st day
left home at around 9.30am.
chris just left malacca. =/
slack with dii at cwp.
ate long john silver.
the sandwich is huge can.
eat until i wanna die. ._.
drank orange juice than follow dii to arcade.
see him play max tune.
boh liao game sia.
chris sms-ed me.
saying he will be reaching anytime edi.
and im still at sg!!
rush to jb, met him at city square.
superb akward when i 1st saw him with his dii.
headed to the car,
drove around jb to look 4 food.
all close.
in the end,
i had 1ooplus in a mak mak store.
chris handed me a box of gift.
inside there is that lil cute monster,
DOMOKUN ! (:
i kept hugging it.
huggable can x3
drove to malacca,
went jusco to buy "yu shang" for his mum.
bought bread & bubble tea too.
starving. =/
headed home,
took my bath.
talked to him mum awhile.
than went over to his aunty place for vegetarian steamboat.
not badd (:
sat at the living room while waiting for his mum,
talking to chris till im bearing with my tears, again.
left his aunty house and bro wanna try out satay celup so we went.
cried in the journey to the makan place.
idk.
im just so confuse, so sad.
ate satay celup, 4 persons only Rm40+.
but i didnt eat much. ._.
boh mood.
went home after that,
had another heart2heart talked to him.
cried again.
!@#$%^ .
._.
2nd day
woke up around 10-11am.
superb tired coz we slept quite late the nite b4.
his mum fried my favourite meehoon ! ^^
wash up, ate my breakfast than played ps3, street fighter. ._.
i think my bro is enjoying the meehoon more than me.
LOLs.
left home around 12pm.
went to pahlawan shopping.
i bought quite a number of things.
sticker for my iphone, a name wristband, 2 T-shirts and i did menicure.
heehee.. starry starry.
had mcd ice cream :x
was trying to find myself a shoe,
tried a purple nike shoe but it dont fit really well so i didnt buy it.
walk walk walk,
bump into wan lin.
both of us was like so shock can !
LOL.
normal lar,
gurls what.. hugs luh :x
than chat for around 5mins, and i continue my shopping spreed :x
oh yah,
the two alvin's ( chris bro name is alvin, so do my bro ) went playing datona and max tune at mahkota. ._.
2 boh liao games.
bought big apple's donuts and headed to my favourite staircase cake. (:
eat,chat,slack. x3
nice nice !
so creamy :x
than wanna go eat my favourite duck mee for dinner.
drove there, didnt open.
._.
ended up eating at another place where their food was pretty okie.
except for their salad you tiao.
never eat such digusting you tiao with fish paste b4. ._.
totally unwanted.
drove around and i keep bugging to buy a transparent plastic iphone cover.
so went back to mahkota.
finally found it ._.
got myself a card holder (:
teehee.
than headed to arcade,
chris crazy, trying to act young again.
played the dance machine, dj machine, intial D and basketball. ._.
played until ii wanna die can?! ._.
went to the bowling place and got myself a can of 100plus.
saw pool table so we played 1 round (:
i won!
coz he gave in to me ._.
reached home around 11pm.
took my bath,
on9 than talked to baby.
asked him a simple Q and he gave me a hurtful answer.
started getting really sad after reading that answer.
than chris suddenly pulled me out for smoke drag.
nearly burst out crying, but bearing with it.
got in the house, buey tahan.
cried like mother father died.
._.
just keep crying and crying until he dunno what to do.
and he dont even have a clue why am ii crying.
i keep bugging him to go in to the next room.
i wanted my bro so badly. =/
dunno why.
than my bro log in to msn and screw baby up.
chris was mad+sad coz i dont think he saw me crying like this b4.
well,
it happened twice in my life only.
i know it breaks his heart, seeing me cry like that.
im sorry.
im back to where i am now.
will there be changes, idk.
will i be happy, i hope so.
let the flow take place bahs. =]
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:56 AM
& when i asked you the most simple question,
a short and understandable answer was all i got.
"i don't".
=]
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 12:25 AM
YEAH !
TGIF!! x3
haha.. it seems like i never fail to love friday.
but who dont like friday?
weekend the next day.
can stay up late, wake up late.
eat late, play till late.
LOL.
everything late. :x
will be heading to malacca with lil bro tomorrow and be back on sunday.
do some CNY visiting at chris house.
and have a little get together bahs.
is been ages since i last saw him.
hhm.. lets see..
more than half a year or so?
dunno what will it be like to see him again.
hopefully everything will turn out smooth and well (:
gonna have "lohei" in the office later.
will try to upload pics alrite.
teehee !!
would there be a turning point again?
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:59 AM
change my blogskin,
like finally.
a more simple and plain skin.
just like my life.
had been having early pms this few days.
got annoyed,frustrated,emotional over the smallest matter.
=/
Pei man came over to my house and bai nian yesterday.
rush home as quickly as ii could so i can at least see her for awhile. (:
yea, ii heard my aunty laughter than ii reach the door pathway.
so happy.
(:
they brought alot of things,
mandarin oranges, some CNY snacks and a carton or beer for my daddie and not forgetting bro and ii ang pow's. :D
haha..
daddie must be the happiest guy at that moment :x
took my bath and played a few rounds of audition BU.
i wonder why i can dont miss but the score is still losing out to the rest who are playing.
guess is because i cant really perfect those keys? =/
hopefully i get the hand of it.. soonn..
and because i was having some mood swing last nite,
i ignore bii's called,
nudges in msn was also ignored till he called my house but i hang up.
he must be feeling really worried and bad inside.
not knowing what happen or what to do.
sorry, ii guess im really having a hard time controlling my mood that is why ii choose to keep quiet.
really really need you to bear with me awhile okie? =]
x3
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:55 AM
ahhh.. after 5days of rest,
what had ii been doing?
did went back to my grandma house for visiting on the 1st day of CNY (:
talked to my uncle,
collect ang pows,
and ate snacks.
the few days onwards wasnt any special days.
is more like,
sunday, spending time with my family and going out with friends.
sok kim and her beloved hubby dropped by my house yesterday.
like finally can see her for awhile (:
teehee.
thanks gurl.
went pool with my bro,ck, shirley and cp.
as usual, location, hougang plaza.
the place was fully occupied.
we waited like 30mins to reach our turn,
while waiting,
we played Foosball.
shirley was like screaming here and there.
haha. so cute lar she.
than walked to Mcd with my bro and shirley,
talked and talked.
LOLs.
i got a little emo later on.
guess i was thinking way too deep about my r/s.
and was i really with what im going thru now.
my life is just like a plain paper,
no words, no colour.
just blank.
i dunno.
what do i really want, what do i really expect.
i just feel like crying,
burst it out as loud as i can.
but i just couldnt.
and all i could do was to smoke.
smoke and smoke till i got so numb with it.
kept quiet all the way,
and went home with bro.
cp wanted to send me home 1st,
but i refused.
reached home,
i didnt wanna go home so i just sat at the place where i owez slack.
my under block little corner.
sms-ed ck to check with him if cp is already in the bus with him as ii got a little feelin that he wont go home yet.
ck replied,
"no.. he dont want to follow us, he say he wanna take mrt and go buy something"
theres when i know that he must be wandering around or heading towards my house.
called him,
indeed.
his already in the lrt but he lied that he was only at compasspoint.
i stalked on him,
LOL.
like playing hide and seek. =x
so funn =x
so i regain a little of my mood,
bought ice longan and him, cendol.
walked back to my block and asked my little bro to come down.
bro stupidly brought a big bowl of pork and a very big packet of chicken with 3 forks down.
like house use fork and bowl?!!!
LOL.
funny la weii.
than we was like talking and talking away.
went home at 9.30pm.
tried calling chris as i miss his call but no answer.
guess he fell asleep le bahs. =/
sorry to keep uu waiting.. again..
i wish i could rewind back time to 13FEB.
re collect ang pows.
re enjoy my holiday.
=/
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:58 AM
ah hah !
updating blog in class.
LOL.
lecturer still not here yet (: .
life nowadays is super d duper bzzz..
bzz with work.
superb lots of new task and date line to meet.
really tired.
than class on tues and thurs.
reached home nearly 12am edi.
next day still got to get up at 5.45am.
._.
i wonder how long can i actually take it.
was suppose to attend new year dinner with the mortgage team yst.
but due to the work loads,
i just couldn't leave the office until 8+pm?
jason and ryan did something that really touched my heart.
they actually order Mcd to the office for me. (:
HAHA !
yea.. small lil things that touches my heart.
jason even sms-ed me saying,
"even if uu are not around here with us, just wanna let uu know that uu belong in the family"
tmd sweet rite.
read liao also wanna cry sia. =x
anyway,
CNY real soon.
and im on leave tomorrow!!
woohoo !
means no work, no assignment, no school till wed !! ^^
im lovin' it ! x3
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:14 PM
today will be the 1st officially day that my class starts.
i already get to know 1 friend who is 24 this year.
seems like a quiet gurl.
and she l.u.r.v.e writing. =/
leaving work at around 5.45pm as my class will start at 7.15pm and ends at 10.15pm.
._.
still thinking how to get home tonite.
wanna request from mummie to ask daddie to send me to work tomorrow morning.
at least ii can sleep a little bit longer.
hopefully daddie allow =/
before i 4get,
here is something very interesting,
when i came in the office yesterday,
my whole table was full or glue.
like super glue.
all around my table,mouse,my pillow,keyboard and chair.
quite a number of ppl's came back on sat to work,
and i somehow know hu did that.
is like only my manager and ii tio?
the rest all clean and sparkling?
_l_ !
pubor lar.
wanna play, come play face2face.
mai act like a childish kid,
doing such act and scare to get caught as well?
sharon told sebas already.
lets see how.
my wise tooth still hurt.
thinking whereter to visit the dentist and pluck in out.
i got no appetite to eat.
cant really bite or chew.
like an old granny. ._.
siann sia..
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:58 AM
i felt i dont belong here anymore.
is so different from last time or how it use to be.
which i dont even know why.
probably i belong elsewhere.
like what Eugene said,
"just focus in ur work, dont care about others"
which i think i should really bear that in mind.
my duty is to complete my job well,
and do my very best in my studies too.
so,
all the best ting ting :)
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 12:46 PM
just finished filling up the course application.
my company chooses diploma in IT for me.
what to do,
company sponsorship, so i cant really get to choose.
at least im gaining more knowledge (:
i chosen Informatics which is located far at jurong.
hmmph =/
pretty hectic but i dont see any other college that have better module than this.
another climax in life.
i wonder how am i going to be focus at work and studies at the same time.
will i be able to excel in both work and academic?
idk but ii will make sure that ii do my very best.
such chances are hard to come, im so not gonna miss any of it.
the earliest that ii will starting this course is mid of FEB.
which orientation will be this friday.
i wonder how will my lecturer be like.
hhmm.. =/
afraid that i will fall very deep now.
but trying very hard not to let such things happen.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:09 AM
just felt that,
doesnt mean ppl hu owez smile at euu,
go shopping with euu,
tell uu all kind of gossips,
share everything under the sun,
or even helped uu most of the time is somebody trustworthy.
or do euu think he/she is consider as ur best friend?
a friend that euu can rely on?
lets now compare with friends hu,
spent years in school with uu,
use to be ur best friend,
backstabed uu after that,
no longer friends for a few years,
hope the other party are dead,
& after the misunderstanding are cleared,
we talked,
laugh,
and hangout together,
just that not as close as how it used to be.
so which friends are trustworthy?
which friends are truly called "SISTA?"
(:
i found my answer.
i found a few ppl around me that are called sisters.
what about euu?
ask urself,
are THEY the one that care and understand YOU?
ask urself,
are THEY the one that care and understand YOU?
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 1:21 PM
30Jan2010
life lately was pretty exciting.
full of activities on weekend.
played pool.
slack.
eat.
(:
went out with ck, xuan, alvin, bii on sat.
went bugis.
ck and xuan is shopping for CNY clothes.
damn.
is like superb pack at bugis street.
=/ ..
see liao also sian.
._.
my bro keep !@#$%^ .
LOL.
than the 2 of us walked our own way 1st.
coz really too pack le.
than he pei me go smoke 1st.
& we went up after that.
and there's air con. ^^
so we just look down the glass mirror and see if we can spot any of them.
oh oh.
i saw sabrina.
haha!
but she didnt see me. =/
than bii called and we meet downstair luh.
went to bugis, xuan and ck wanna use the loo.
otw to mrt, i met annabelle.
than she told me she left price very long liao ._.
& i din even know about it. ._.
reached hougang,
xuan & ck had their dinner.
than the 3 of us just drink and chat around.
& thats the only point where ck and xuan know alvin is my rl bro. ._.
we dont look alike mer? ._.
headed to pool after that.
i din really play.
idk why.
i dont dare to play in front of ppl who im not close with.
neither do i dare to learn. ._.
did play 1 round with xuan.
tio trash liao .... .... .....
is like beginner playing with a pro ._.
but is okie luh.
better than him playing alone.
like so boh liao ._.
after that,
my bro, cp and ii went kovan for dinner.
(:
midnight curry rice prawn is nnniiceee !!
than went home le luh.
tiring but funn day (:
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:09 AM