Give Me A Reason To Live On

The Mistress♥

Ting Ting is my name.
I'm a purple + black lover.
I might look strong on the outside,
but definitely weak, inside.

Shouts♥

Her Mood♥

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Affliates♥

Sok Kim Pei Man
BoyBoy Max Wong
Michie Sabrina
Kc Hui Ying
Audrey Sera
You Jin Rachael
Su-Lyn
Wan Lin
Yvonne Ong Nura
Charmaine Wei Wen
Nathira Jia Li
Elsie Jasmine
Eevonne Dalina
Aliya Kavitha
Kathy Goh Baby
Wei Yan Selina
Xuan XiaoMin
Jiray Ah Jon
Xiao B Snow Mei
Leon Jeanette
Rainie Heavenxanqel
iiMagicJYii Yanny
Aikemii YukariHoney
Si Yuan Jocelyn
Jesmond Ben[vvoshih3ro]

Archives

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♥ January 2010
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♥ October 2010
♥ April 2011

Credits

Don't even touch this

Basecodes from:
♥chocodiiction-lovesxoxo*
Designer: Miss Vunique
Background by:
Fivepointsapart
Inspired by:
The song When i look at you by Miley Cyrus
Others:
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had been really bz at work lately.

stress.

like really stress.

i notice that blangah or Pakistan.

i dont know which hell world are they from.

but they seems to like me alot. ._.

bastard.

why am ii luring this kind of PEST in my life.

it happened twice.

once, this blangah or idk where the hell he is from just approach me in public,

offering to buy me Mcd and asked for my hp no.

like grrrr. =/

i must learn,

LEARN how to reject guys.

._.

and yst,

when john teo send me home,

theres another 2 blangah who walked pass his car.

i was bz playing with my fone,

didnt notice whats going on.

and john teo said "i think uu really attract blangah, that 2 blangahs just now keep staring at uu and smile"

zzzzzzz.

bloody hell !

and john teo keep laughing at me.

GRRRR !!

so many,

many despo guys in this world.

HATE IT !

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:54 AM

finally, is FRIDAY ! (:

the day that ii will be meeting my friends,

my sisters in jb.

HAHA !

whole lots of activities had already been planned.

i cant wait (:

gonna have a hair cut too.

hopefully it will turn out fine. =/

nway peeps,

dont miss me too much okies ! ^^

oh yah,

baby, please take good care of urself when im not around.

dont play play play until uu 4get to do ur daily suppose to do stuff alrite.

go out with xuan and ck if uu are ask to okie?

uu are feeling sick, again.

please drink more water and take ur medicine.

dont be stubborn like me, or uu will see the outcome of it >=D .

dont be an asshole, rmb to sms me! =/

take care.

wo hui xiang ni de. x33

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:08 AM

another weekend had past,

nth much happened.

met my dearest cousin,

pei man on friday after work.

headed to singpost and slack at the sushi restoran for around 2hours.

haha.. gurls talk (:

never ending talks.

while going up the escalator,

i met judy sim !

LOL.

like woah,

can recognise her straight away.

she approached me like,

"ting ting,rite?"

LOL.

and we talked about her sales about how uu can grow in manulife.

wanted to have a cup of coffee,

but running out of time.

went to the MRT station.

Pei man need to meet her dad in woodland, CWP.

was supposed to pei her go all the way to woodland and meet cp at the same time as he wanted to come and find me.

but after looking at the map direction.

my GOD.

so long journey.

straight away sian tiao and didnt wanna go.

so ii headed home.

had a little my own funn on sat morning.

lovely <3

took a nap from 2-6.30pm after taking my cough syrup which makes me drowsy. =/

woke up,

took my bath and headed to rivervale mall with mummie 4 dinner.

i had fillet o fish meal :x

curly fries rox <3

went home,

played audi with baby till 11+pm.

and than talked to him till he fell asleep after that.

tried closing my eyes but couldn't fall asleep.

guess it was because i slept way too long in the afternoon =/

woke up and continue playing audi till 3+am. :x

im crazzzii over beat up.

idk why.

its like so FUN can!

woke up at around 11+am the next following day.

had fried carrot cake for breakfast.

and a little argument with cp =/ .

played audi beat up for the whole entire day till evening where my bro got a little emo.

when and pushed a gurl and almost punch her.

riittee ._.

the gurl called her boyfriend hu is 25 years old?!!

16 date with a 25 years old guy?!

my god?

for sex? :x

9 years different le ._.

okay.

so the gurl got frighten,

yes! my bro is fierce and violence at time but his like afraid too ._.

i called up that gurl name Cindy.

talked to her, and conference with her 25 years old stead.

i know it was my brother fault,

so i asked them how they wanna settle this thing.

easy, just have to sms the gurl to apologise.

cp called my brother to pei him chat while waiting for me to help him settle and take my bath b4 ii go and find him.

as my brother was sitting at some stairways.

yeap. my bro is like crying to cp.

LOL.

gheys :x

thanx alot bii for talking to my bro and kept him company throughout this mess. (:

ritee,

so this weekend is the time im gonna go back to jaybee and have funn with my buddies !

sun bian cut and dye my hair ! (:

gonna put my bro at cp house for a night before i come back.

quite worried leaving him alone at home.

and the boys are going to have their own activities i guess (:

oh well !

that's all for now.

w0rk work work.

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:10 AM

read the news thru my iPhone today.

notice there are alot of things happening around the world.

strong blizzard in china causes lots of damaged.

weather is something that is beyond human control.

so sympathise is all i can do.

and what shocked me the most is Malaysia,

my country.

place where i grew up.

2 news about it that really make me wanna give up my citizenship there.

or in another word, just dump it.

whats the point of holding on to it when i can see myself at risk too?

~1st~

a 33 years old mother set herself on fire by poured petrol on her body b4 lighting up a candle on herself.

reason being, her 15years old daughter is seldom to be home.

and 54% of burns on her forehead to the abdomen.

like WTF?

cant handle your daughter,

let the government or counsellor handle.

why act like a superwoman,

trying to create a little drama around the WORLD?

OI PUBOR ! think twice b4 uu do such things lar!

1 word to describe,

stupid.

~2nd~

im sure is a big news around the world,

especially for the christian races.

Malay's in Kuala Lumpur and many parts of other M'sia like, Malacca/Sarawak had been attacking churches.

setting them on fire,

hurting those innocent people who believe in GOD.

ppl are afraid to go for their Sunday service.

just because,

ahgong allowed the christian ppl to use the word "allah" to worship GOD?

like c'mon?

why make a big fuse about it?

isnt it the same?

is just like how uu just the word,

"i wanna poo poo!"

and

"i wanna shit!"

same meaning rite?!!

and do you think the christian ppl would want to change it?

i seriously think they need a life.

they need to THINK.

like really,

insane.

whats wrong with the world ma ma.

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:06 AM

ALRITE ! NC16 POST !

i think i really need to clear my msn.

260 contacts.

and ii dont know some of them.

pure jerks, yes.. alot of pure jerk.

they are just abusing their webcam.

for websex.

what the hell.

bunch of loser who hides behind their pc,

showing ppl their dick and nothing else.

rite,

the pic will explain everything.

fucker enough?!

kn'n pubor ! GO FUCK YOUR MOTHER ! ._.

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 1:45 PM

OHMIGOD OHMIGOD !!!

backstreet boys are coming to sg!!

concern on the 28Feb2010.

ii waaannnnaaaaaa gooooo...

ticket price from $68,$98 and $148.

annnyyyy spooonnsooor!!!??? T.T

any kaki wanna go together please contact me.

LETS PLANN to meet my boyfriends! :D :D :D

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i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:05 AM

idk what to blog about.

life seems pretty boring. =/

nway, had my P3 yesterday in the office.

im sure most of uu dont know what does P3 means,

so yea,

it meant Performance something. =X

is like to grade your performance at work, how uu manage everything and so on lar.

did had a great talk with sharon(my manager).

was laughing, planning and discussing about switching role.

and and, she did told me her plans.

is like really niceee that she will share with me all these little plans larhs.

and 1 more news that im hoping and praying !!

like really hoping and prayying hard!!

is still not confirm yet,

BUT,

sharon had already put up the request for me.

this time is not about pay rise[who cares about pay rise already].

is about something even more B.E.T.T.E.R!!

if that really happen,

i promise to work harder.

i promise to divide my working and ***** time equally.

i promise not to disappoint ppl who have high hope on me.

i promise that i will be good and will still be punctual.

ohh.. ii promise anything that you guys want me to promise. =/

just let it HAPPEN pretty pleassssseeee.. =/

i want to move further,

i want to climb higher.

pleaseee pleaseee give me a chance,

to prove no disappointment.

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:11 AM