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There is no guarantee♥
That this life is easy

The Mistress♥

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Ting Ting is my name.
I'm a purple + black lover.
I might look strong on the outside,
but definitely weak, inside.


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Designer: MissVunique
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Inspired by:
The song When i look at you by Miley Cyrus
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you told me uu missed the last time me.
the time when im still young, still by ur side,still relay on uu alot.
and now i changed.
i know.
everybody knows.

each time uu asked me, if i still love uu,
i answered, i dont know.
i dont want any commitment now.
notfornow.
not at this instant.

i wanna build up my life before i decide on settling down a relationship.
each night, uu are just there,
sitting in ur living room, waiting for my call.
i know it hurt, but i will never be able to feel the hurt that uu are going thru alone.
i admit,
i do think of the past.
where we used to eat, do badd things, shopping together.
and those joy that uu never fail to bring just to see a smile on my face.
brought me to the funfair.
pei me play my favourite octopus ride.
even if you hate the dizziness effect after that.
getting caught by ur relatives seeing uu driving in Malacca,
instead, uu should be at KL at that time.

brought me to eat my favourite cakes.
me, eating mine. you, feeding me ur cakes.
in the end, i will ended up eating your share too.

tho we do have argument once in awhile.
but uu never fail to amend those holes.
to make sure everything are fine before we sleep.
and to admit it was ur fault even do i know, sometimes, it was mine.

all this memories made me smile.
but memories..
it's just purely memories.
whats the future like?
idk..
can we build up a family together?
clueless.
so why have commitment for each other when we cant even build our own life now?

im sorry if im being mean here.
i just don't know how to reply to ur sms.
and i know you do read my blog everyday.

i short msg for uu here,
"keep walking, don't stop.. don't look back if sadness is all it brings to uu.. get a gurl hu deserve ur love, who can make uu smile, who is 100x's better than me.. if we are really meant to be together, we will.. someday.."



i had never been perfect,
but neither have you.

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:50 AM