it was a nightmare yesterday.
i forced myself to sleep at 8pm.
*close ur eyes gurl.. close it*
but it just so hard.
did talked to Nigel for awhile.
than tried sleeping again.
my mood wasn't good tho.
over some certain matter.
=/
the feeling of "keep waiting" sucks.
brain just kept waiting and waiting.
every min, every second..
i owez felt the phone vibrating.
but nope.. there wasn't any call nor sms.
=/
is like im ignoring all things that was around me.
all called or sms..
and i will only reacted to that particular person contact.
weird isn't it? (:
anyway, things got better after that.
i manage to talked to him,
with an unhealthy decision made.
and yea, off to bedd peacefully (:
i misses uu..
every single sec, minute & hour.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:54 AM