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There is no guarantee♥
That this life is easy

The Mistress♥

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Ting Ting is my name.
I'm a purple + black lover.
I might look strong on the outside,
but definitely weak, inside.


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Designer: MissVunique
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Inspired by:
The song When i look at you by Miley Cyrus
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people are just weird, aren't they?
they change each time.
to suit the environment.
to suit themself.
to be happy.
to get what they want.


i changed.
i know.
compared to the teenage life of me.
im working now.
i need to suit the environment.
and i know im more realistic now.
but isnt this what human being are born for?
the last survival wins the race?
the bet?

i hurted uu again and again.
i dont deny.
i was selfish.
and im really sorry.
i sacrified our love so that i could at least have another chance to see a brighter future.

letting you trying to get me back.
just to at least get another chance to hold my hand, to cuddle me in your sleep.
and i ignore every existent that uu had done just for me.
im awake from whatever shit kind of fairy tales.
fairy tales are a totally bullshit things for what i see now.
i cant be the gurl hu are owez jumping around,
pampered uu,
or even give all my times for relationship.

yet, i cant be there for uu when uu needed me.
i wants to be there for uu,always.
but i cant.
but the chance, uu took it away.
you never wanna be just friends,
simply because uu said "i cant treat some1 i love as a normal friend".
but have uu seen where are the "push" button to another starting?
you didn't give urself another chance,
in the end,
it was you who gave up every single things.
every single hope.

uu requested not to contact anymore.
till the day i would wanna get back with uu.
i agreed to it.
i cant be so selfish.
i cant be a total bitch.
and i promise to be lost from your world.


getting my iphone tomorrow as agreed by the singtel guy.
a great time to totally change my number.
ppl's, let me know if uu wants my new number.
(:




see how much we had change?
can uu see the different?
& now things eventually faded..
leaving behind the relationship, memories remains always.




i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:03 AM