got an sms from sabrina this morning.
saying that her grandfather is in the hospital,
asthma attack.
suddenly i thought of,
"when is it gonna be my turn?"
when will i get my asthma attack,
laying in the hospital bed,
feeling breathless.
letting the doctor & nurse to save me.
but then again,
do i wanna be save?
sometimes,
is just so tiring living in this world.
seeing how many ppl's i actually had hurt.
maybe is just best for me to leave as well,
at least, i will hurt them for the last time,
and then my name will be gone from their life.
(:
im me, just me.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:11 AM