
what more can uu expect from a monday morning?
:D
mum got me my hotcake with sausage for breakfast.
+ a cup of hot milo.
ahhh.. heaven ! ^^ ..
oh yah oh yah,
and shes sending me to work today!
double hooray ! x3
guess she knows how stress am i at work lately.
im trying to stop smoking but it seems like,
i cant.
the stress in crashing down on me.
i quited smoking b4,
tho i smoke like 2days 1pack=10 sticks a day.
its very very easy.
than when i started smoking back,
it was like,
1pack a week.
sounded more reasonable.
NOW, im starting to smoke back,
2days 1pack. =/
Ray lectured me yesterday.
telling how unhealthy it is.
saying that he will come over to my house and throw all my cigi away. =/
how im gonna hurt him & ppl around me.
which i don't want to.
i dont know how am i going to stop smoking for now.
still trying to figure out the right way.
aww..
time for me to finish up my breakfast ! (:
and when everything came crashing down.
theres no where to hide or to run.
& sometimes, i wish i could just leave.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:15 AM