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Ting Ting is my name.
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i wonder why each time when i buy cigi,
they never fail to ask for my ic.
what?
dont i look like a 21 years old gurl to them?
nvm.
thats not the main topic.
work was pretty hectic today.
was okay okay in the beginning of the day.
smooth.
than it started to get bouncy.
like a car going thru alot of humps.
nearly at the end of the working day,
my manager came over and screw me and my partner.
for something which we dont even get it.
"DONT TAKE MY WORDS FOR GRANTED".
what?
i dont even know whats going on.
and you just came screwing us after receiving a phone call?
havent even settle 1 things,
another email came.
than my boss called me.
ask me what is that email about,
and it cc the whole entire world.
i said "i dont know" which ii really dont even know why.
and he replied "you dont know??!!"
than i said "i will go and check now."
i dont understand.
what is this?
you are only listening to 1 part,
did you try asking me whats wrong before pointing your finger at me and make me felt that im a problem Creator?
what?
you guys just make me feel that i dont fit in this job.
im not capable enough to fit in?
than fire me.
thank you.
dont make me feel like a dog,
to let uu guys vent ur anger on me.
IM FUCKING NOT!
and when im trying my very best to endure,
to be patient,
to be the very best.
what am i getting?
dont try to act like you guys care,
when i dont even feel it.
and when im stress and down enough,
why do YOU have to come bugging in and pick on me?
why did YOU have to be so not understanding?
you heard me upset over the phone, didnt you?
how can you just fucking hang up my call even before you say goodbye?
"you talk to me very cold"
"you dont feel me issit?"
does all this words gonna make me feel better?
FUCK YOU.
you,being my bf,
instead of cheering me up,
you just made me felt even more upset and miserable.
why are all this happening?
i texted shirley.
guess shes the only one i can really pour my problem to.
because i think shes the only one who understand me at work.
shirley said she will try to pull me back when shes back at work after her maternity leave.
if only she could. =]
i miss you shirley.
and thanks for being there all the time for me.
thanks for making me felt really better each time im down at work.
i dont know how long i can bear with all this craps.
im starting to collapse.
drowning.
when im starting to felt like a group,
you guys just made me redraw myself from it again.
thanks alot.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:43 PM