The Mistress♥
Ting Ting is my name.
I'm a purple + black lover.
I might look strong on the outside,
but definitely weak, inside.
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Credits
Don't even touch this
Basecodes from:
♥chocodiiction-lovesxoxo*
Designer:
MissVunique
Background by:
Fivepointsapart
Inspired by:
The song When i look at you by Miley Cyrus
Others:
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company moving..
my department was suppose to shift to tampines CPF building.
but now, plaza by the park. =.=
nway,
im going MIA from facebook, maple, blog,
blahh blahhh blahhh and blahhh blaahhh blaahhhh ~
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:07 AM
my life is so bored..
nth exciting this week, not yet.
=/
the boredom is killing me.
making me felt so different.
even cp said i change. =/
did i?
will be leaving work sharp at 6.30pm.
having my manicure appointment at 7pm.
still havent make up my mind on what colour to do.
=/
should i do back the same colour like the previous one?
purple black?
will also be going to watson to buy some stuff for the chalet.
shampoo, body bath and small lil stuff for the convenience of everyone.
oh yah! oh yah!
my bro will be joining me x]
due to my boredom,
i feel like quitting maple, tempo.
till i feel like playing back bahs.
nth to do there.
nth interesting anymore.
*yawn* =/
off to work, AGAIN ._.
ciaos..
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 4:45 PM
havent been updating for the longest time.
since 13th of OCT.
getting MIA from web i guess.
focus more at my work.
a different achievement.
more job scope.
comparing to those that are jobless,
im so much fortunate.
at least there will always be a bowl of rice in front of me.
lots of chances for me to grow and climb.
plenty of support given by my colleague and management.
thank you. (:
work was so so.
life was the same.
not to mention,
relationship, complicated.
is not that im expecting too much in my life.
in fact, im a veryeasytosatisfiedkindofgurl.
(:
gonna have chalet with cp, wei yan,bro and i dunno how else real soon.
havent prepare anything tho.
but the list are listed.
i had been having this *woohoo* kind of feeling whenever i thought about it.
but lately,
the feeling just faded.
im no longer having those exciting feeling,
and i guess i havent been really smiling.
not a real one,maybe?
too many thoughts running thru my mind.
i dont think i ever know whats right & wrong now.
im just moving on with the flow..
waiting for somebody who is helpful to guide me thru. (:
well,
is almost 8pm and im still in the office.
ignoring all calls & sms-es.
sorry to those hu did try to contact me alrite.
i just want a time of my own.
(:
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:44 PM
rite after i tio suspected H1N1 few months back,
and got my 6days mc,
my health starting to drop.
i get sick every now and then.
that's what happening now.
sick again.
and no,
no medication for me[as usual, i don't take medicine when I'm sick],
i don't wanna drink extra plain water.
in fact,
when I'm sick,
i will be craving for deep fried stuff. x]
chips, fries, CRISPY ! xD
there there there,
I'm being stubborn rite?
oh well,
there's a phrase in mandarin that goes,
"yi tu gong tu"
dont know if i spell it correctly.
get me sick.
get me real sick.
so i could lost my voice.
so i could stay weak.
& i can stop entertaining bugs.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:57 AM
what more can uu expect from a monday morning?:D
mum got me my hotcake with sausage for breakfast.
+ a cup of hot milo.
ahhh.. heaven ! ^^ ..
oh yah oh yah,
and shes sending me to work today!
double hooray ! x3
guess she knows how stress am i at work lately.
im trying to stop smoking but it seems like,
i cant.
the stress in crashing down on me.
i quited smoking b4,
tho i smoke like 2days 1pack=10 sticks a day.
its very very easy.
than when i started smoking back,
it was like,
1pack a week.
sounded more reasonable.
NOW, im starting to smoke back,
2days 1pack. =/
Ray lectured me yesterday.
telling how unhealthy it is.
saying that he will come over to my house and throw all my cigi away. =/
how im gonna hurt him & ppl around me.
which i don't want to.
i dont know how am i going to stop smoking for now.
still trying to figure out the right way.
aww..
time for me to finish up my breakfast ! (:
and when everything came crashing down.
theres no where to hide or to run.
& sometimes, i wish i could just leave.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:15 AM
no no.
is not about looking at my black manicure.
see the different between the 2 fingers?
the colour of coz.
that's what happened when you guys smoke too much.
idk why, that finger will turn into yellow.
seems dirty?
its a stain. (:
advice : don't smoke ((:
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:20 PM
i wonder why each time when i buy cigi,
they never fail to ask for my ic.
what?
dont i look like a 21 years old gurl to them?
nvm.
thats not the main topic.
work was pretty hectic today.
was okay okay in the beginning of the day.
smooth.
than it started to get bouncy.
like a car going thru alot of humps.
nearly at the end of the working day,
my manager came over and screw me and my partner.
for something which we dont even get it.
"DONT TAKE MY WORDS FOR GRANTED".
what?
i dont even know whats going on.
and you just came screwing us after receiving a phone call?
havent even settle 1 things,
another email came.
than my boss called me.
ask me what is that email about,
and it cc the whole entire world.
i said "i dont know" which ii really dont even know why.
and he replied "you dont know??!!"
than i said "i will go and check now."
i dont understand.
what is this?
you are only listening to 1 part,
did you try asking me whats wrong before pointing your finger at me and make me felt that im a problem Creator?
what?
you guys just make me feel that i dont fit in this job.
im not capable enough to fit in?
than fire me.
thank you.
dont make me feel like a dog,
to let uu guys vent ur anger on me.
IM FUCKING NOT!
and when im trying my very best to endure,
to be patient,
to be the very best.
what am i getting?
dont try to act like you guys care,
when i dont even feel it.
and when im stress and down enough,
why do YOU have to come bugging in and pick on me?
why did YOU have to be so not understanding?
you heard me upset over the phone, didnt you?
how can you just fucking hang up my call even before you say goodbye?
"you talk to me very cold"
"you dont feel me issit?"
does all this words gonna make me feel better?
FUCK YOU.
you,being my bf,
instead of cheering me up,
you just made me felt even more upset and miserable.
why are all this happening?
i texted shirley.
guess shes the only one i can really pour my problem to.
because i think shes the only one who understand me at work.
shirley said she will try to pull me back when shes back at work after her maternity leave.
if only she could. =]
i miss you shirley.
and thanks for being there all the time for me.
thanks for making me felt really better each time im down at work.
i dont know how long i can bear with all this craps.
im starting to collapse.
drowning.
when im starting to felt like a group,
you guys just made me redraw myself from it again.
thanks alot.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:43 PM
1st thing in the morning when i reached my office,
i saw those 2 submission from bloody chicken.
HELLO.. *pointing middle finger _l_*
im not you FUCKING P.A.
don't give me some fucking attitude tho uu are directly from whatever fuck bank.
just because uu are earning 24k a month, aside from your basic pay,
YOU THINK I CARE?
YOU THINK I GIVE A DAMN?
dont k'n'n c'c'b fuck with me.
*coolinnnggg doowwwnn..*
than i was like fuck up heck care yesterday that i started playing around in the office.
i just got so fed up about being serious at work,sometimes.
it just pressurise me even more.
was laughing till i almost 4got to do something :x ..
had a slight conversation with cp yesterday.
him: ehh.. dye back ur hair black ler..
me: why ler? okay luh.. i dye black than bleach 1 side white okay.
him: why must bleach ler?
me:coz i love playing with my hair and i look too guai with totally black.
him:*speechless look*
i love my hair having purple highlight. :P
tho the colour faded now.
need to give my hair a break.
too much chemical, im going botak soon. :O
btw,
to all people who are sitting their exam now,
especially wei yan dii and bennie erzi,
GOOD LUCK ALRITE ! ((:
p/s: dii, uu are suppose to show me your report book.
make sure is an acceptable result :x
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:13 AM
i HATE last minute changes.
i HATE to wait.
screw uu bitch.
why must we follow your timetable?
HEY,
i got a life.
i got after work activities.
i dont wanna spend my whole entire life serving the company and yet,
not have funnn.
AHHHHHH..
now theres a sentence that reminded me.
so thanks to rina ringing tone.
*MOVE BITCH!! GET OUT OF MY WAY!!*
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 10:19 AM
for the last 3-4years being in sg,
other than my family members and colleague,
i 4got what do you mean by true friendship.
and now me being 21years old,
i met a bunch of great friends who i know i can relay on.
Chris, Cp, Ray, Wei Yan and now Bennie Erzi somehow is like back in my life.
i don't know how long will he stay by my side again,
but im just glad (:
thought i know most of them in maple,
but that didn't make any different from knowing them in rl or so.
thanx guys for colouring the picture of my life.
and all the advice and companion,
it helps me real lots.
LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS ♥
when you feel all alone,
and the world is turning its back on you,
give me a moment please,
to tame your world wild heart.♥
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:22 AM
when is time to let you,
you just have to.
you cant except things to remain the same like how it always are.
ppl grow up.
ppl leave someday.
is time for me to accept the fact that you wont be here for me anymore
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:50 PM
the picture that i was suppose to post.
piggy bank on children day. (:
kiss piggy kiss !
my carebear sitting on top of the pig ! LOLS :x
and FINALLY, i change my blogskin.
is been a long time since i change one.
im sick and tired of my life.
i wan something NEW to happen.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 10:52 AM
kinda lots of things happened yesterday.
the good and the bad.
good at work.
finally i achieve another thing. (:
and thanx the management for grooming me to a higher stage in life.
the bad things.
relationship.
againnn..
oh well,
i got a bf who mistaken our 41 month anniversary to 42 month??!
asshole you ! :P
nway,
happy 41month anniversary dear.
have not forgotten about it this time okay !
you DID ! :P
great.
and finally is friday.
everyone wish for this day.
shirley last day is today.
going on her maternity leave le.
damn. =(
im so gonna miss her.
oh yah! oh yah!
it was children day yesterday and our company gave all of us a blue piggy bank ! ^^
will upload those picture that ii took tonite !
or maybe tomorrow. :x
HAPPY BELATED CHILDREN DAAAYYY !!
BALLOON BALLOON BALLOON ~~
FLY FLY AWWWWAAAAYYYY !!
off being crazy at work again.
singing the lala songs!♪♪
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:06 AM