i felt a fear the other time.
a fear which i wouldn't even wanna tell any1 about it.
the same fear as wei yan is feeling now.
loneliness.
i don't know.
it just strike my mind.
my heart.
is not that im lonely without friends or what.
i do have them.
but at that very instant, every1 just felt so quiet than my fear just came attacking me.
so yea,
facing the pc.
keeping quiet.
got cp pissed and worried.
and yea, im sorry.
Ray my BFF whispered me,
asking me whats wrong.
HAH !
weird.. ii told him everything.
every lil things that i was thinking.
things tat hurt my life, 6years back.
felt so much much better lately on.
thanx BFF x3>
did had a conference chat with cp, wei yan and ray.
was really funnn..
ray was singing, wei yan telling all kind of joke but silly cp just kept quiet most of the time.
after the conference chat,
continue chatted with cp.
he told me how he felt.
his fear as well.
hhmph ! (:
oh yah,
i felt that some guys are totally jerk.
is lyk,
after they lose their love one,
only they will learnt to treasure. =/
what is this?
totally crazzzyyy..
in front of you, they say,
how much "i love you, i need you, i want you, i miss you"
totally BULLSHIT !
at the back of you,
they are flirting, drinking, touching and sleeping with another gurl.
what kind of world is this?
im not referring to all guys.
im sorry if this remarks gonna insult or provoke any1.
but this is how i felt.
so yeah,
fuck it.
a lil love potion is what i had been taking lately (:
it strike me like lightning in a tunder storm.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 12:53 PM