Give Me A Reason To Live On

The Mistress♥

Ting Ting is my name.
I'm a purple + black lover.
I might look strong on the outside,
but definitely weak, inside.

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Elsie Jasmine
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Credits

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Inspired by:
The song When i look at you by Miley Cyrus
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sk the great~~

well im sk the great~~~
ting ting ask me to repair her blog...
see...i so clever!!!
:x
lol!!!

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 12:02 PM

i HATE to face the working reality.

need to urgue with another person and so.

my GM said "you need to let the whole world know what you are doing"

i was like o.o and replied, "so im going to the toilet now, you wanna know what im going to do inside?"

and they were like LOL LOL! -.-

why do we need to let the whole world know what im doing?

i clear my things,

do my stuff than should be good enough le what.

sharon said all banker's are the same.

i really hate that feeling to the max.

whatever !!

is friday today ! ^^

im fking not gonna stay back at work today !

maybe stay awhile? =/

yesterday when ken my mortgage manager was giving briefing,

he was like telling us how he did not give up when he was doing only 3m a month in UOB last time.

than suddenly emotional lar..

cried sia..

until all of us was like O.O ..

than dunno how to react so all kept quiet.

than suddenly he said,

"ehh.. dont like that ler.. tissue ler"

LOL!

what lar he..

everyone is under stress and pressure ii assume.

is like i work half way,

i will go ku ku. -.-

singing to myself,

and the next min feel like shouting,

again,

wanna cry.

than sing song n keep laughing!

wabeh ! the working environment can make someone go crazzzzyyyyy !

Miki asked me yesterday "why is ur face so red and hair so messy?" =.=

than she just stare at me.

i was like =.=" and walked away.

my manager said need to pressure me abit.

in my heart, i was asking myself "not enough mer?"

fine.

than in the car on the way to work in the morning,

daddie ask me AGAIN,

"ting arhs.. ask uu to check school stuff, uu still haven't check arhs?"

ohmigod !!

great..

i already asked around.

probably will be taking part time classes bahs

its gonna be tough.

that i can be sure of.

sat and sun will definitely be burn.

and banking and finance is what i wanna study.

at least it link to what im doing now.

tough tough tough!!

but nothing comes easy rite?

lets see how things go bahs.

FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY !!

now im going ku ku in the morning -.- .

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:04 AM

another long day at work.

thursday..

the 1st think that i always told my colleague when i saw them was "why isnt it FRIDAY?" :x

than they will just stare at me and replied "you think i dont want issit?"

work till 8pm yesterday.

consider early i perhaps.

Lynn husband fetch us home.

and stupid john teo when n do something really stupid.

compliant guys. compliant.

what he did was, cutting customer signature and paste it in another application form.

when lynn our HR manager can terminate him and report to the MAS anytime.

this stupid john can still replied lynn "im doing art works" when lynn asked him what is he actually doing.

today briefing is so gonna be so john teo as ken knew about it already. =/

so many stuff to clear today.

probably will be staying till 8+pm too.

ehh ehh ehh.. tiring sia..

daddie b'day is today !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDIE !! (:

aww.. i love my sweet little daddie lots x3

and yes, im a pampered kid.

should be celebrating daddie's b'day this weekend.

wait for jie to come 1st :D

i see changes in you.

i know you tried to change back to the previous you.

yes, i felt it..

but today, im actually feeling what i felt 6years ago.

i cant accept anyone promises neither trust a person easily,

for what had happen, happened.

(: ..

phew phew phewwww.. =x

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:06 AM

finally is WEDNESDAY ! (:

2 more days to go ~

2 more days to gooo... ~

oh well,

today will be a very busy day.

got a long list of things to do at work.

15th = commission cut of day.

not much cases tho.

hopefully lar. [ keeping finger cross ]

i notice i had been sleeping really early these few days.

tuesday night was like 9.30pm and last night 10+pm =x

mood was extremely good (:

i dont know why.

guess is because there are no lack of sleep.

teehee.

monday meeting was pretty interesting.

sebastian was teaching us mortgage. (:

whats the meaning of loan?

where does this teory came from?

started from which country?

china. -.-

oh yeah,

and was explaining FIX,BUC,SIBOR and MortgageOne.

a clearer image for mortgage (:

thanx to my GM (:

now i really agree when people said that "banks are legal loansharks" =x

if you dont pay back the loan,

you can say bye bye to ur house.

right,

so for this month,

i wanna buy and do alot of things !

gonna be so so broke. D:

here's the lists.

daddie b'day gift which is like tomorrow? shit -.-
darling gift too. [ belated b'day gift ]
gonna budget myself for mallacca trip coming in like 2 weeks time?
my a cash (:
i wanna coat my nails black.
tattoo.
dye my hair again [ the purple faded. fugly ]
watch harry potter .. harry harryy !! :D
mother allowance.

and im sure i left out something =x

what else,

i forgot =x

1 last thing,

i saw alot of visitors in my blog (:

which was pretty amazing how kids could be.

is like their fighting for candies.

no reason, no rewards.

maybe they thought,

victory are their pride?

try eating your own pride to survive then (:

i almost walked into their circus.

LOL !

and gonna bark like them !

but thank god,

nope, im gonna give IDC attitude again.

the thing is,

why should i be urguing with a bunch of low class pets who have not even complete their education?

just like a 1st grade student.

gosh. =/

shouldnt i have more better and important stuff to think of? (:

and infact, they made my blog alive.

thanks ~~dogs~~kids.

and please dont stop,

make my blog alive pleaseeee..

always remember,

dogs wont stop barking, even if their tired,

kids dont stop playing even if is pointless.

so,

~~DOGS~~ KIDS NEVER SAY DIE (:

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 6:59 AM

im really having monday blueee now...

i just couldn't rest my ~~brain~~ head last nite..

talked to dar till around 11.30pm..

body was freaking tired but my brain just wont stop functioning. =/

that kind of feeling sucks.

dreamt about something excited.

i dont know.

alot of chasing, calling, chasing, calling.

like im running away from ghost or a bad guy.

and now i can hardly open my eyes.

it look exactly like im sleep walking. =.=

guess ii think too much lately. =/

sat and sun.

slack thru out the whole weekend in maple+msn.

downloading song,played with maplesim and facebook quiz.

how i wish maplesea got all those stuff in maplesim.

i saw alot of stuff that i like =( ..

me wanna play with cash again.. x]

rick did this in maple yesterday.

for what reason i dont know.

he just ask me to turn and look.

LOL !

thanx sweetie (:

ooohhh yahhhh !

not 4gotting today is 13o7o9.

need to declare today BIG.

HAPPY 23th BIRTHDAY DARLING (:

is been the 4th time i celebrated ur b'day together.

gonna postpone this year but i hope you understand that im working already rite? (:

still,

its gonna be funnn when im seeing uu in another 2weeks time?

dont felt that no1 remember your b'day.

example: your dad.

sometimes, isnt it better for him not to remember it?

than remembering it but flaming you like nobody business.

every word he said to uu, is just reflecting to himself.

so silly,

dont give a damn about it and cheer up okie ^^

muacks x3

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:02 AM

is finally friday !! (:

F.R.I.D.A.Y !!!

and i ♥ FRIDAY.

so i can sleep freaking late tonite but that depends if im not tired.

so i can wake up late tomorrow ! ^^

than sat slack n slack.

slack till sunday ! (:

teehee..

i got a lifeless life.

i know but is okay !

im enjoying it !!!!

oh my,

i miss my nura nura alot ! =(

MUST call me okie !!

hmmph ! =(

love you gurl !

- im addicted to the song *paparazzi - lady gaga -

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:05 AM

work was pretty bored now.

i guess im getting sick of clearing shit edi.

daddie kept asking me to go back to school.

im wondering, should i? =/

my manager stress me alot.

keep saying that i need to shoot them back [those other department banker].

why must there be so political issue in the working environment?

wont they get sick of it?

if they arent, i am.

after being stressed be my manager.

i wrote an email and shoot them back.

and my manager was superb happy about it.

she can be so sicko and tell me,

"now i saw your email shooting them back. good work.. carry on"

is this what they really want?

walao !! im freaking innocent can? -.-

haiss..

probably this is the working life bahs. =(

oh yah..

that pic up there is my working desk at work =x

teehee..

messy .. ii know !!

and im gonna miss my BFF nura♥ when shes on her block leave =(

take care gurl =(

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 10:18 PM

thank you for spending ur every free time with me.

thank you for your care and understanding.

thank you for loving me.

thank you for all you wanted in return is just for me to be happy.

thank you for being patient towards my attitude.

millions of thank you <3

a guy who waited for me close to 2 years (:

and it was only on o4o7o9 he declared his feeling.

waited and see me being with another guy for soo long.

LOL !

can tahan uh? =x

we will not last 4eva but im sure we will treasure and cherish each other as long as we can right? (:

oh yah oh yah..

this guy is none other than,

Rick aka XxMushySiNxX aka RYCH ! <3

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 10:13 PM

all i wanted is to live peaceful.

no war. no nth.

people treated me the same way as how i treated them.

but this world is too weird.

some bitch are just not so thankful enough.

the felt that "it aint my job. im not gonna do it."

then they just pushhh the whole entire thing to uu..

while you will need tons of dettol, mop and scrub to clean their shit.

pathetic isnt it?

yeap.

it was me who is sooo unlucky to be the one taking over her.

fuck her big time.

leaving the company and throwing a big bag of shit for me.

fine. fuck it. i clear.

thats why i had been staying back at work for the longest time.

clearing all kind of shit.

lucky my girlfriends are there to help me.

to support me.

love them lots. x3>

life in maple was so so.

hhm..

was actually pretty drama luh.

due to some stuff, broke up with cp le.

even in maple . =]

was pretty sad but i think you should learn how to cherish and appreciate others and never take things for granted rite?

i mean,

he said his sorry.

he is regretting i perhaps.

and i do receive his care again.

but why did all this have to happen only after i left you?

and be with someone who had waited close to 2years for me?

who i dont need to name it out.

but yeah.. indeed.. he did make me smile (:

lets seeeeee...

im pretty speechless.

really.

for things happened so fast.

again n again.

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:07 AM

NO TIME TO BLOG NOWWWW !!

OHMIGOD!

IM GONNA BE LATE FOR WORK !!

HAVENT EVEN FINISH EATING MY BREAKFAST!!

WILL BLOG ONCE IM BACK FROM WORK !!

CIAOZZ !

*I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS* <3

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:30 AM

im freaking EMO last nite + i got a fucking bad headache.

cried in the toilet while im taking freaking cold bath.

guess i overstress myself + oversensitive.

i just felt that,

why dont YOU GUYS stand in my position and THINK?

joke once will be funnn.

joke twice will be a little dull.

joke 3rd time will be annoyed.

joke 4th time will be like WTFUCK !

am i a mocking bird or what?

standing in the center to let everyone joke about me and laugh like nobody business?

than from 1 department,

spread to another department?

yes.

i can take jokes !

but not to this extend.

meeting also tio di siao.

working also di siao.

eating also di siao.

go toilet also di siao.

and,

THERES A LIMIT TO EVERYTHING OKAY !

is like your bf/husband FUCK uu whole day long !!

try and bear with that feeling and see?

see you will feel heavenly or fuck up?

but whatever,

laugh all you can.

i will just choose to keep quiet if im fed up.

than last nite got a slight argument with cp.

cheebai unlucky day sia yesterday.

quarreled with banker also.

manage to finish my work only at 9pm!!

!@#$%^

really KN'N CC'B!!

today will be the handover thingy day.

another fuck up day!

andd andd..

im sorry dar for not spending time with uu.

was really really bz at work.

and my head pain like dozen of ppl throwing stone at it.

lastly,

my blog, my RANT!

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:20 AM

say HELLO to JULY (:

and i said bye to junneh yesterday ! :x

coz june is finally over ! :x

LOLs !

no longer YOUR month edi =P

so yeah !

mortgage manage to hit 70m for the month of JUNE (:

im glad lar..

and when rina say "is a time for you to shine",

i felt so much better edi (:

yeap..

maybe this is the time.

maybe my life at work just begin?

i can feel the challenge ahead of me.

another new task to go.

helped sharon to checked mortgage commission yesterday. -.-

okay.. her job become my job again -.-

what to do..

the manager ask you to do, you can say dont want arhs?

aiyah.. better stop whining le.

just treat it like im learning something new luh (:

and thanx to nura who helped me alot yesterday!!

my BFF ! <3

oh oh oh..

and 1 more very important thingy.

if i 4got about this.

somebody is gonna chew my ass ! =x

Happy 38months Anniversary Dear <3

and again, time flies.

thanx for tolerating all my nonsense,

and bear with all my stupid act and stubborn attitude.

muacks.

seeing you real soon for your b'day okie!

and its gonna be the 4th time im celebrating your b'day :D:D

happy hor?

should be proud to have me rite? =x

blerks =P

- You're irreplaceable - <3 (:

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:13 AM