I'm a lucky girl.

oh yes, i AM a lucky girl.

i'm blessed with loads of frens n family who cares about me.

but there are times when i just wana bitch about anything tats's happening around me,

not realising how lucky am i.

but well, isnt every gal the same? =p

In August 1988, she was the 1st 'friend' i made when when we were napping next to each other. she even offered me her pacifier.

how sweet is tat?

haha...since then,

we alwiz have our meals 2getha,

drinking milk milk from our milk bottles.

n did i mention tat we like to do gymnastics stunts 2getha?

haha....i'll upload pics of us when i've time.

but then things took a drastic turn when we were around 3 years old.

we'll shout at each other, fight for toys, push each other's head, slap, kick, punch n do loads of silly things.

In short, we became enemies.

but one fine day,

when she and her maid were making fruit juice in the kitchen.

i hid behind the door, wanting to join in the fun.

but i was too egoistic to ask.

but she realised tat, and invited me to join them.

Tat was the fateful event when we became best frens.

from then on, we were inseperable.

played masak masak 2getha,

went shopping with our mums,

waited for pa-pu-pa-pu 2getha

(in case u're wondering wats pa-pu-pa-pu, its the junk food vendor whick goes around the taman on motorcycle)

and played other silly games when we were stil kids.

we went to the same primary school and got into the same class.

she was the one who protected me when i was bullied.

ok, i kinda got bullied, so? =p

n i can vividly remember one day,

when we were having our lunch 2getha.

i was eating mee siam n i duno how the hell the meesiam 'jumped' into my eyes.

i was crying in pain n of coz, i seek refuge n turned to her.

n of coz she was ther n ready to help me when my eyes were stinging with pain.

we spent the rest of the primary years 2getha.

of coz, there have been ups and downs but nothing was able to jeorpardize our couzship.

(ahem, its cousinship. =p)

in my opinion, our couzship during the secondary school years were more in-depth.

as in, we'll open up n confide in each other about our probs and all,

which is good coz our it strengthened our relationship.

she's a 'fengshui master' by nature.

haha..not exagerating here.

she can predict or just pass any casual remark.

and it comes true in the end. freaky, but true.

whenever i've any probs, i'll sure confide her.

be it family or matter of the hearts.

but now, she's left to KL to pursue her studies.

360 KMs apart, but just one call away.

but tis is the 1st time tat we're so far apart for such a long time.

but, oh well...tats life and its time to leave the comfort zone.

but its a life of harsh reality tat we've to welcome.

i rily hope tat, (Ting Ting, i noe u'll be reading this) no matter wat, remember ur promises.

u're after all a teenager who's prone to succumbing to temptations and influences.

but alwiz remember tat, no matter wat, i'll zalwiz be there for u, just like how u were there for me.

i'll miss you loads.

haha..i noe tis sounds emomomo,

but rily, we've had each other around since young.

so its inevitable for us to be so emomomo.=)

and yeah, in case u're wondering, we're STRAIGHT.

not lesbians. haha...she's attached.

and me, on the other hand, erm..i tink im a bisexual.

haha..coz im in luv with my darling galfrens. =p

btw, tis entry is in baby blu, ting's favourite colour. =D

LoveLove,

*Man Man

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