
im owez with emo post.
i dont know why.
perhaps this is me.
emo girl. =]
im living my life well.
going on each day fine without contacting you.
frankly speaking,
i miss you hell lots but i just need to control myself.
"no ting ting. dont touch that phone. dont click his name in msn. not even maple"
whenever i miss you,
i just played the song that you like, which you once sang to me (:
even in the office, on my bed, in front of the pc,
i just listen to the same old song.
i know im a good actor.
act like nth ever happen before.
and as if im going on my life well without you.
you really make me disappointed all the time.
again and again,
i tried to tolerate every hurt and wound that you had done,
but this time,
im really tired le.
extremely exhausted.
everything that you had done and create,
i thank you,
and im sorry for all those fugly lies.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:01 AM