raining on a thursday morning.
how nice if i would be able to stay in bed with my cosy blanket,with pillow and my soft toy around mie.
bless (:
but nahh..
im preparing myself to work.
a hot cup of tea in front of me.
its getting cold i guess.
ii wonder, when will ii able to be like that cup of tea,
minutes by minutes,
the smoke dissapear.
things had been really havoc.
each day was like a manic fuck up monday.
work load is getting from more to all.
how could uu just treat me like an invisible gurl?
uu know im struggling but instead of helping me,
you tones up my work load.
even if im capable,
even if ii never say NO to uu whenever uu ask me to do things,
still,
im collapsing.
tears just roll down my cheek yesterday in the office again.
kept telling myself,
"is okie silly, be strong, uu can do it"
but on a superb extremely fake smile on my face.
"no no.. dunch vent ur anger on other ppl"
smile more.. =]
how long is this gonna go on?
work sux..
i just have to drag myself to work each n every single day.
my leave was approved.
luckily,
im still able to take leave.
so yeap,
it will be on the 25th and 26th of May. (:
monday n tuesday !
im fucking gonna do whatever ii wanna do on that day!!
movie any1? :D
im counting down to next weeeeekkkk...
cant wait!!!
yea.. ii said..
cant wait !!!!
cant uu see it??!!
i said,
I CANT WAIT FOR MY LEAVE !!!!!!! :D
omg !!!
say liao..
cant waaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiitttt..
rite -.-
fucking madness in the morning.
ignore me pl0x. -.-
byes.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:15 AM