The Mistress♥
Ting Ting is my name.
I'm a purple + black lover.
I might look strong on the outside,
but definitely weak, inside.
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Credits
Don't even touch this
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♥chocodiiction-lovesxoxo*
Designer:
MissVunique
Background by:
Fivepointsapart
Inspired by:
The song When i look at you by Miley Cyrus
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and when everything goes so complicated now.
uu just dunno what to say or do.
dunno what to answer,
dunno what to say.
because everything i said might not be the real things or feeling.
it might be bcoz im just trying to give excuses to cover the fugly side of myself.
i wanted a guy hu will lurve me with his everything.
give up everything,
even his life,
just for me.
a guy hu will cuddle me whenever im feeling down,
wipe my tears away for me,
make sure that im asleep b4 he ends his day.
always let me walk inside,
and him,
walking outside with so many cars passing by just to make sure im safe.
hold my hand,
to make sure i wont get lost,
or felt alone.
a guy hu willing to accept my everything.
never care about how ii look like.
how ii dress up myself,
and said that im cute even if ii myself know ii look badly n awful on that particular day,
or all the time.
a guy hu enjoy my singing,
no matter its nice or out of tune.
accept me playing game,
and leaving him aside.
doing nothing.
keeping quiet,
waiting patiently for me to entertain him.
a guy hu drove over 300km,
n reached my doorsteps in 1hour+,
just to say sorry.
just to make sure im alright.
not knowing how dangerous it is to drive soo fast,
all he care were the hurt that he made,
and the amendment that he want to amend for hurting me.
no matter rain or storm,
he never fail to keep me save and warm,
just like cuddling a new born baby in your arm.
even if his broke,
penniless,
he never fail to buy me a little gift,
just to see that sweet smile on my face.
a guy hu definitely bring me around,
telling his friend that,
telling his friend that,
"shes my wife".
dont care about his pride,
kneel down in public area,
in front of soo many ppl,
just to get me to forgive him,
when it was me who vent my anger at him.
make sure i wont get hungry,
wash my clothes when im in his house.
wash the dishes when i know its suppose to be a girl job.
make the bed.
play songs that ii like before i sleep.
will a guy in this world do such things to YOU?
or does such guy actually exist?
it does.
in my life now.
but it was me,
who hurt him day by day,
deeper and deeper.
just because i dont see our future,
just because of my selfishness,
i never get to see the naturally smile on his face again.
even if i love another guy now,
his still there,
in the corner,
waiting and praying that i will be back like how i used to love him last time.
contacting my family members,
to make sure they take good care of me.
throw his pride away,
just to get me back.
what happen to you dear girl?
dont you always wanted someone who love you this much,
instead of you loving another guy who dont even love you that much?
what had become to you?
why did you turn into a monster?
a person who is heartless,
cold blooded.
cold blooded.
did you change because of the realistic world?
or its that just another excuses?
just like what he say,
"where is that cute little girl who love me last time?"
"where is my darling who had always been really sweet and care for me?"
i dont know.
i seriously dont.
what do i really want?
what do i really need?
my heart is not here another.
i know.
and i admit that i fall for another guy.
i know i hurt you deeply.
in such a short time,
say dont love means dont love.
im sorry.
i really do.
but if we are really meant to be together,
we will.
or maybe its me who dont deserve your love at all.
please please take good care of your health.
and remain the happy guy that i once know.
<3
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:50 PM