The Mistress♥
Ting Ting is my name.
I'm a purple + black lover.
I might look strong on the outside,
but definitely weak, inside.
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Aliya Kavitha
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Wei Yan Selina
Xuan XiaoMin
Jiray Ah Jon
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Credits
Don't even touch this
Basecodes from:
♥chocodiiction-lovesxoxo*
Designer:
MissVunique
Background by:
Fivepointsapart
Inspired by:
The song When i look at you by Miley Cyrus
Others:
1 2 3
time flies so fast !!
it will be 1st of May tomorrow already ! (:
and is like only yesterday when ii was having xmas party in my office.
holding the candy stick,
eating pizza and messing around with frwens (:
oh yeah..
is gonna be my 1year working in price this coming June.
fast rite? (:
1year flies so fast..
i learn soo soo much..
see so much..
indeed,schooling life is soo much better compare to working life.
those fun n joy we had in school will never be the same as work horny fun. (:
yeap.. i got a bunch of horny frwens which make me equally the same now ! :x
last day of work for this week !!
so excited,
BUT,
my fucking pc is down..
lappie fuck up !
so ii dunch know what to do during my 3days holidays ! D:
sucks right?
wasting my time only ! D:
sssiiaaann..
im so gonna rot !
SOMEBODY OR ANYBODY,
ENTERTAIN ME PLEASSSSEEEE ! D:
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:12 AM
finally is friday !! =/
omg!
the side effect of the medicine sux !
ii was having insomnia for the whole entire nite !
and now im freaking tired to the core !!
omfg lar !
yea..
im on 1 kind of medication (:
wasnt suppose to be eating this 1st,
should finish my gastric flu medicine b4 ii continue with this.
but heck care (: ~
MIGHT be buying a new desktop.
hopefully everything will goes smoothly sia !
ahhh !
ii cant wait for a new desktop ! =/
please god please ! D:
going for movie with cp and bro tonite (:
watching "17years old again"
cant wait (:
btw,
LIM PEI MAN !!
come back faster !
we go tongue piercing together !!
ii want ! ii want !
but ii think my tongue is kinda short ! D:
grr..
stupid tongue .
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 6:58 AM
the sweetest things about love,
is to just stay by his side n see or make him smile (:
and,
i learnt (: !
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 10:19 AM
met up with cp yesterday.
together with my bro.
was suppose to meet nathira darling but my freaking bro wanna go lan so much so ii have to cancel my date with nat.
somehow,
my bro and click with cp luh.
as in like..
talk alot n so on. (:
aiyah..
his like the sister,
can communicate with any1 well de :x
so we was like chatting below my house block.
chat chat chat.
ii ate ock fishball for breakfast n lunch. =/
than after that when kovan lan shop luh.
so dirty.. -.-
than ii was complaining n complaining.
so cp sit beside mie.
bro sat at the other corner coz his pc spoilt -.-
i was in maple luh..
pei-ing er zi spam for mikey while bro and cp play their sf luh.
seems pro le =/
wonder when can ii be like as pro as them D:
oh yeah,
the fking lan shop play a song when ii was there which make me freaking speechless. -.-
"shuo hao de xin fu ne" =/
sitting beside him..
ii was like..
what the hell ! -.-
than after that,
went audi with heaven and shihao.
use cp lvl22 char to play -.-
LOL.
was like fun can? (:
but somehow..
ii cant perfect edi ! T.T
sadd..
heaven !! shihao !!
wait for mie ler D:
left the lan arnd 5+pm.
when to cheers to get ourself a drink.
bought cp a can of soya bean because he was like craving for it on saturday. (:
yea..
n our day ends there (:
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 6:58 AM
oh well !
what do uu know?
ii got over it already ! ^^ ..
fast rite? :x
well, dunch expect me to hold on to something that is impossible right? (:
teehee ! (:
heck care anything edi (:
must be back to the little strong gurl hu has a little aim in life. :D
wooohhhooo ~
n is fridayyyy ! :D
btw, any games to intro?
dunch tell me audi.
my pc will lag ii guess D:
n im currently OUT from maple. (:
dunch miss me too much yea guys :D .
oh yeah,
1 last thing b4 ii go for work,
SINGLE ROX !
LURVE SUX ! :D
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:18 AM
is been like a very long time since ii last update my blog.
wasnt in a very gud mood lately.
eversince friday.
my mood swing like tornado.
LOL.
can ii be laughing n smiling.
n in 1mins time,
ii feel like crying n got very piss. -.-
ii cant imagine this kind of feeling will be back after so long long time.
smoking is the only thing that can make me stop being emo.
i know is back,
but yeah..
im only smoking at nite or early morning (:
troat gonna change voice again.
which is like pretty bad.
sooner or later,
my asthma will be back again. (:
wo men zhen de bu ke nen le mar?
zhen de zhi nen zhuo jie di mar?
shuo hao de xin fu ne?
zhen de bu chun zai le mar?
wo she me ni yi ting yao bian de jiang kuai?
wo ai de ren dao ti zai na li?
zhen de bu nen hui tou le mar?
我爱你!
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 9:19 PM
ii dunch know why ii will put this song as my blog song.
ii just miss it alot.
rmb does days when we were chatting on the fone,
the background music will owez be this song.
and ii will get so frustrated and ask uu.
"why is it owez this song?uu got no other better song to listen arhs?"
you replied "ii like this song and if ii like a song, ii can keep repeating it de"
(:
ii miss those days when uu tell mie that.
things change for a reason ii perhaps.
ii no longer hear the song already.
all ii heard or feel was the background song of SF.
uu told me how uu feel yesterday.
ii dunch blame uu at all.
in fact, thanx for telling me so ii can be a stronger person in life.
11o4o9 will be the date that ii will always rmb.
even do is like only 15-20mins of the scene.
but its a memorable one for me.
as time goes by,
lets see how bahs.
just like what ii told uu last time,
"ni hen hao ten"
so i will not stop as well.
probably it takes 4eva for uu to see this post,
as in no longer important to uu anymore.
just take kaiire (:
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:15 AM
when you know that is impossible than uu should have let go earlier !!
n not being a fool stepping deeper n deeper !!
why are uu pulling something that is isnt yours in the 1st place !!
why did you fucking make a fool of urself !!!!
why did uu run away from the fact when uu already got the answer earlier !!
FUCK YOU !
what the hell are you thinking !!!!
it NEVER happen before !!!!
never in my whole entire life !!!!!!
FUCKING SLAP YOURSELF PLEASE !
KINDLY WAKE UP YOU RETARDED FUCKING FOOL BITCH !
who do you think you are !!!!!!
cant you see or notice the changes at all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mother fucker !!!!!
HOW CAN I MAKE MYSELF DEAD !!!!!!!!
this is a post for MYSELF !
no other meaning !!!
just for myself !
understand !!!
dont fucking ask mie what happen !!!!!
theres no reason or nothing HAPPEN !
i just feel like dying !!!
and I HATE MYSELF !!!!
THATS ALL ! _l_
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 5:05 PM
went bugis with mei tong n kitaro last nite after work for dinner n yumcha.
stayed till arnd 12am than only go home.
ii din expect such day will happen but ii was really glad that it did happened.
thanx mei tong n kitaro for staying by my side when ii needed some1 to be there for mie. (:
reach home,
took my bath..
read my sms.
listen to my current favourite song
"sui ran wo yuan yi" .
tears drop n ngam ngam mei tong called to check am ii alrite. -.-
n superb paiseh..
she heard mie crying.
sms with mei tong n jia cheng awhile.
YOU called.
n ii dunch think uu realise im sobbing.
do YOU really understand mie?
is nearly 3years?
n "you are happie" is the way uu think of it issit?
cant uu see that im in pain as well?
why cant uu just think?
are uu a fool or what?
n what uu said in the end was
"wo yong yuan dou bu hui zai fan ni"
hearing this word make mie even more disappointed.
n from that second,
ii know uu just dunch understand why ii requested for a break up.
it hurt like fk..
but it doesn't matter anymore.
im moving on..
moving on my life without you.
why does our lurve have to be so weak?
ii thought we will be able to make it.
but now..
perhaps im wrong.
imy hell lots.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 11:55 AM
everything start n ends for a reason.
no1 can define love correctly or more accurate.
its just so complicated.
even if uu lurve that person,
but there will be some certain reason for uu to let go.
ii love you,
n thats the fact..
but ii dunch see any future between us.
if we stay like this,
the feeling will fade even more.
in the end,there will be not even a single % of being together again.
i know uu needed my encouragement at this time of point alot.
but ii choose to turn my back at uu,
and walk away.
uu promise me that ii will be able to see our future at ur age of 25.
the church bell will ring.
and lily as my favourite flower will be decorated around the bench.
will all this happen?
are the promises uu made true?
please please prove it to me.
im waiting.
but for the meantime is,
GameOver.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 6:52 AM
after reading my frwen blog..
ii feel like crying..
so emo !!
what the toot sia !!!
can any1 pl0x
DEFINE LOVE !
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 4:47 PM