just got back from work not long ago.
1st time doing commission today.
it was horrible.
ii was on the fone with junior for the whole afternoon.
can uu imagine how hot my ears could be? x.x
n the worse thing is,
ii never do commission b4!
n now ii have to follow up wif some ppl job hu she did half way thru.
exhausted ! exhausted ! =/
ii wonder,
dunch uu understand mie well enough?
ii needed somebody hu will talk to mie nicely.
keeping quiet when ii telling him/her my probs.
and than care alot of mie.
if uu were to treat mie using the softer way,
ii would have listen.
but the probs is,
uu are owez using the harsh way.
just like uu are using a stone to hit mie,
till ii give up n say "okie" to uu.
NOPE!
im not that sort of gurl hu uu can force mie.
the more uu force mie.
the more ii wun do.
bear that in mind bahs.
uu said uu lurve mie.
but uu are treating mie like how uu treat every1 else arnd uu.
than what am ii?
am ii the special 1?
ii doubt so.
is owez about argument n disagreement when talking to uu.
n when ii told uu that im really gonna break down,
uu added to a big rock on my head to make mie die straight away.
im trying to understand uu.
trying to hard to give in.
but do uu feel that way?
dunch think so rite?
it doesnt matter le bahs.
ii ran out of energy ler.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:39 PM