The Mistress♥
Ting Ting is my name.
I'm a purple + black lover.
I might look strong on the outside,
but definitely weak, inside.
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Jiray Ah Jon
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Credits
Don't even touch this
Basecodes from:
♥chocodiiction-lovesxoxo*
Designer:
MissVunique
Background by:
Fivepointsapart
Inspired by:
The song When i look at you by Miley Cyrus
Others:
1 2 3
things in the office will never be the same again.
those kind of laughter are never gonna come back.
more n more conflict..
more n more back stabs.
ii seriously feel like quitting my job.
it sucks to be back stabs by a frwen that are once very close with uu.
that kind of feeling is just so unexplainable.
even if ii keep my fucking mouth shut.
also got probs.
what more do ii need to do to stop all this craps?
wo hen lei.
im pulling my feet to work everyday.
no longer happie or smiling at work already.
doing whatever ii need to do.
clear whatever shit ii need to clear.
and thats it,
go home.
wheres the happily asking ppl to treat us food feeling?
where is the laughter when we owez make fun of each other?
ii miss pushing uu guys when uu guys are sitting on the chair.
those memories,
have uu guys forgotten about it?
ii never did 4get.
and ii never wanna say anything bad about uu guys.
but in the end?
ii was the 1 hu ended up getting hurt again n again.
ii tried to pull back the frwenship already.
but uu are still giving mie the cold shoulder.
what more do uu want from mie?
is not totally my fault rite?
life sux.
ii hate work.
ii SWEAR the Ting Ting that uu guys know will never be the same ting ting again.
nura nura!
ii dunch know..
ii dunch think ii have the energy to bear with it until uu are back.
ii know uu are stuck in the middle.
im sorry to make uu stuck in a difficult position.
whatever it is,
give mie sometimes to find a new job,
than ii will leave.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:00 PM
just got back from work not long ago.
1st time doing commission today.
it was horrible.
ii was on the fone with junior for the whole afternoon.
can uu imagine how hot my ears could be? x.x
n the worse thing is,
ii never do commission b4!
n now ii have to follow up wif some ppl job hu she did half way thru.
exhausted ! exhausted ! =/
ii wonder,
dunch uu understand mie well enough?
ii needed somebody hu will talk to mie nicely.
keeping quiet when ii telling him/her my probs.
and than care alot of mie.
if uu were to treat mie using the softer way,
ii would have listen.
but the probs is,
uu are owez using the harsh way.
just like uu are using a stone to hit mie,
till ii give up n say "okie" to uu.
NOPE!
im not that sort of gurl hu uu can force mie.
the more uu force mie.
the more ii wun do.
bear that in mind bahs.
uu said uu lurve mie.
but uu are treating mie like how uu treat every1 else arnd uu.
than what am ii?
am ii the special 1?
ii doubt so.
is owez about argument n disagreement when talking to uu.
n when ii told uu that im really gonna break down,
uu added to a big rock on my head to make mie die straight away.
im trying to understand uu.
trying to hard to give in.
but do uu feel that way?
dunch think so rite?
it doesnt matter le bahs.
ii ran out of energy ler.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:39 PM
n when every1 are turning their backs at uu.
n when uu know theres no true frwenship.
n when everything seems so lonely even if they are just beside uu.
n ofcoz when everything seems so dark.
what will uu do?
can uu manage such feeling?
can uu figure out what mistake have uu made?
ii cant.
im stuck.
ii collapse.
ii breakdown with tears everynite.
any1 knows?
none.
im no longer happie.
and ii dunch wanna be happie.
chionging maple.
grats myself lvling to lvl144 =]
no life rox !!
addicted to - love story by taylor swift
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:08 AM
when uu are holding on to something uu know is impossible to get,
it hurts like fk hell.
its just such an unwanted feeling.
dont uu get what ii mean n what ii want?
am ii asking too much from uu?
soon everything will end.
such things dunch exist long.
probably is my fault. =]
thats all ii know.
ii tried real hard to understand uu ler.
but seems like something is holding back.
no matter how much ii care,
uu just dunch bother.
n when every1 will be asking
"hu is the person uu are refering to?"
"what happen uh?"
ii cant give an exact answer.
because mie myself dunch know whats the status between us.
whats the conclusion?
n whats the probs?
than my stomach hurts.
god damn knows why.
sometimes,
ii really needed space to breath ! =]
whatever lar.
ii just wanna chiong maple for now!! =]
and
grats myself for lvl-ing to 138 !
im addicted to the song Ina- Fall
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:35 PM
having been blogging foooorr ssooo llonnggg ! =x
things had been getting out of hand lately.
so im gonna let nature take its course bahs.
wanna move on slowly.
1step at a time. (:
almost cried in the office yesterday.
over my health things.
im scare to go see a doc.
i hate to listen to craps.
i hate to hear about what illness ii got.
now the fking doc ask mie to take urine test.
next what,
blood test?
x-ray?
FK OFF !
ii rather die without knowing anything.
it sux.
im scare.
im running away.
ahhh..
leading each day happily. (:
heck care.
somebody will be leaving to m'sia today. ):
wonder how it feel w/o that particular person.
hhmph ):
*Sai lang hu ate Sai this m0rning is talking about his Sai-ing in the Sai-ed kang just now* =x
specially for uu ! =x
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:04 AM
more drama than ii thought.
yea..
is not over yet.
things that ii never expect it to happen, happened.
lets take it slowly okie? (:
oh yeah..
im sick !
hoorrayy..
like im finally sick !
uu might think im crazy but ii do think my body deserve a good rest.
err.. but still im going to work! =x
aint ii a gud gurl? (:
oh yeah..
my voice sounded like DUCK!!
*hear mie QQQQUUUUUAAAACCCCCKKKKKKK* =P
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:00 AM
finally thursday !!! =(
1 more damn day to go until ii can really rest.
will be staying back today wif Mel to clear shyt lar.
moral of the story is,
dunch be too helpful next time.
it sux my life. x(
work was pretty bored yesterday.
alot of think came across my mind.
ii just wish nura will be back soon.
so all this drama stuff will soon be over.
do they really care?
i dunch know.
but it doesnt matter too. (:
so yesterday,
ii thought of changing to pink sg ic.
meaning,
to be a permanent singaporean.
do uu guys think ii should?
ii mean,
i dunch think ii got anymore business in msia.
except for my relatives.
n ii guess ii belong here.
with my family hu my bro,mum and dad are all singaporean already.
pretty annoying.
coz ii still cant make up my mind! :(
need to really really think carefully b4 ii make any decision bcoz this is a life time thingy.
dunch wanna screw up my future. :(
okie,
and ii felt that..
the english ii use is like fucking basic.
ii wanna learrnn moorreee..
right,
im so gonna get myself a dictionary.
n read it like a story book! x]
hope it helps.
ahh..
see.. ii think alot at work yesterday. =x
went home n maple.
was talking to xuan.
he said alot of things which somehow,
ii wanna understand him more.
whatever it is.
he nid mie as a frwen or not.
ii heck care.
his still my frwen. x]
OI PIG!
dunch try pushing mie away.
im as sticky as uu are.
so izai wun be rebuild at the moment.
and my noob maple char is at AfterMath.
pretty fun guild. (:
frwens is a give n take things.
cp, like what ii told uu b4..
uu cant expect the same U and U from the magnet to stick rite?
hopefully uu get what ii mean as uu both are frwens that care for each other.
no GHEY talk here.
just pure FRWENS.
get it? (:
x3 uu guys lots.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 6:57 AM
today is finally wednesday !!
argg..
ii cant wait for friday. =(
not that im having plans on the weekends,
is just that,
ii wanna sleeeep! =x
slacking at home is what ii do best !
pretty amazing stuff happen at work yesterday.
Mel and ii conduct a meeting with all the Team leader.
manage to solve the probs! (:
well.. thanx god it went smoothly!
reached home superb early yesterday !!
at 7PM !
although it sounded still late..
but at least !!
im not going back at 9pm,rite!!! :D
just made breakfast for Mel n ii ! (:
bringing it to the office for her.
oh well..
wasnt exactly mie hu cook it!
it was my maid. =x
smell nice !
*hungry* =x
n yes !!
ii remember to bring chocolate for her !!
Mel was in a terrible mood yesterday.
emo+sad+down+idunchknowwhat
n is like so hard to cheer her up! =(
okie, theres something which ii would like to stress on here.
xuan and cp,
TRY not to quarrel all the time,can?
wait till uu both graduate than uu both will understand what ii mean.
treasure each other better bahs.
uu both are grown up ler.
xuan,
if u decided to rebuild iZai,
let mie know.
will try to help okie ! (:
ur guild member are all homeless.
thanx to the sillyness of the both of uu.
i dunch know whether the both of uu will be reading this or not.
hhmph !
hopefully uu guys understand where im coming from.
x3
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 6:54 AM
you will owez get to see a
RAINBOW
after a storm or heavy rain ! x3
and i lurve it ! (:
im feeling happy (:
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:19 PM
ii dunch know what im feeling lately. =]
ii just feel like keeping quiet once ii reach home.
not thinking anything.
listening to emo songs.
was it bcoz im a bad gurl?
or things are plan to turn out like this? =]
ii will not revive anything here.
as its not a place for mie to bluntly write out how i feel.
whatever ii wrote here,
things will spread everywhere which eventually make mie hate it.
ni de hui hua ling luan zhe, zai zhe ge shi ke
wo xiang qi pen quan pang de bai he, tian me san luo le
qing xu mo ming de la che, wo hai ai ni ne
er ni duan duan xu xu chang zhe ge, jia zhuang mei shi le
shi jian guo le, zou le, ai qing mian lin xuan zhe
ni leng le, juan le, wo ku le
li kai shi de bu kuai le, ni yong ka pian shou xie zhe
you xie ai zhi gei dao zhe zhen de tong le
zen me le, ni lei le, shuo hao de, xing fu de
wo dong de, bu shuo le, ai dan le, meng yuan le
kai xin yu bu kai xin, yi yi si shu zhe, ni zai bu she
na xie ai guo de gan jue dou tai shen ke, wo dou hai ji de
ni bu deng le, shuo hao de, xing fu ne
wo cuo le, lei gan le, fang shou le, hou hui le
zhi shi hui yi de ying yue he hai xuan zhuan zhe, yao zen me ting le.
can i really forget whatever that uu said?
[=
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:00 AM
im number 100 post !! (:
like finally rite? (:
not bad ! not bad !
ting ting din create a dead blog this time round.
amazing !
pei man my 1 n only lovely cousin came n ba nian yesterday.
wif her daddie n mummie ! (:
ii thought ii never get to see her b4 she go back to KL !
ahhh..
manage to talk to her !
told her what am ii feeling n so on.
now uu understand what im going thru and why am ii doing so rite darling? (:
to my dearest him,
im glad uu drop by on sat.
and made my day.
thanx for sacrificing ur sleep n time just to keep mie accompany for the whole entire day.
lurve uu to bits.
and ii really hope uu now know the reason why im doing all this to uu.
ii hope uu understand that ii somehow grow up? (:
ii dunch wanna be the small small ting ting hu do small small things.
ii wanna do B.I.G things. =x
and to another him,
thanx for the 4 songs that uu sang to mie.
thanx for putting the effort.
uu added salt on the wound.
till now is like so difficult for mie to breath.
it hurt..
like extremely lots.
but is okie.
is time ii let go ler.
no use dumping mie than get mie back bahs.
ii know uu din mean what uu say.
but whats said cannot be erase that easily? (:
ii promise uu ii wun leave uu.
even as ur unreality gf,
sis or frwen.
ii will still be there 4 uu if uu needed mie okie.
lurve urself n ur future more plox.
thats the only things ii asked from uu now.
oh yeah,
for FEB09,
ii dun wanna make any mistake at work.
i make sure everything is done properly.
ii was given chances back at JAN.
no more mistake ting ting.
cant afford to make anymore mistake okie.
n YES !
im gonna try to quit SMOKING !
spoilt my troat.
made mie cough like hell.
and now ii cant sing well ! =(
off to work ! ~ x3
im addicted to the song by jay.
=shuo hao de xin fu ne= (:
thanx to pei man.
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:14 AM
o1.o2.o9 x3
Happy 33months Anniversary Darling ! (:
thanx for being there when ii needed you the most.
thanx for the care and understanding that uu never fail to give.
thanx for the 100% lurve that uu gave mie even if ii hurt uu deeply !
the greatest test from god.
we pass them all.
what more is there that can break us up? (:
ask urself uu dumb ass.
lastly,ii just wanna say..
ILY! x3
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 10:52 AM
im bacck ! (: ..
sorry..
was pretty bz at work lately.
stayed at work till 9pm ! :(
but nvm ! its funnn... x3
went over to coffee bean wif Mel and Rina last friday.
gurls chat about work n our past ! (:
than we plan to shopping ! movie ! DINNER ! :D
ii cant wait sia !
its like 3 sisters hanging out together ! (:
called nura that day..
she seems stress ! :(
worried about her sia..
and daniel was moodless ! :(
ii see him like that ii heart broken can? :(
cheer up dan dan !!
jiayou nura nura !!
everything gonna be fiinneee.
oh yeah !!
im here to upload my Hello Kitty collection from 7-11!
phew..
hard time sia..
and ii only got 3 !! 1 of it belong to Mel ! :(
hello kitty sticker pl0x ! :(
the pirate and businessman is mine ! cheong sam gurl belong to Mel! =x . cute rite? (:
the following day, ii redeem my 3 hello kitty ! :D .. the student hello kitty. at the right side ! x3
thats all about hello kitty ! (:
im not a hello kitty lover. ii just felt that the 7-11 edition is cuttteee ! (:
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 10:18 AM