The Mistress♥
Ting Ting is my name.
I'm a purple + black lover.
I might look strong on the outside,
but definitely weak, inside.
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Don't even touch this
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MissVunique
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Fivepointsapart
Inspired by:
The song When i look at you by Miley Cyrus
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it felt like a knife just went thru my heart..
fking in pain..
but yet i cant do anything but kept quiet..
felt the pain inside mie..
use whatever ii can to hide my feeling.
ii know is just purely a joke..
but probably,
im oversensitive .
ii misses uu like hell lots.
but thats the reply that ii get?
now ii really felt that im aint gud enough for uu.
dunch deserve ur lurve.
am ii toying your feeling?
did uu felt that way?
why did ii felt this way?
anyone wif an answer for mie?
ii slept badly last nite..
and now,
im sitting here..
typing about such things.
with my head which is freaking pain.
ii dreamt about worms.
does it means anything?
mummie used to say,
only a person hu are dying will dreamt about disgusting and yuckie stuff.
(:
im dying..
ii hope..
how could this happen to me?
i've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the nights goes on
as im fading away
im sick of this life
i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me?
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:11 AM
HAPPY CNY GUYSSS ! :D
ANG POW PLOX..!!! x33
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 9:39 AM
wooohhooo...
my last day of work ! :D
till after CNY ! :D
omg omg omg !
l0ng h0liday ~
n ii got my 1st HELLO KITTY from 7-11..
im s0 g0nna take pic 0f it n put it here 0kie ! ^^
got a new task from sharon..
Mel n ii agree to accept it.
so will be staying back in the office till 9pm ! (:
pretty fun actually !
teehee..
dar will be coming tonite.
gonna acc mie tomorrow to buy CNY stuff.
weird is,
why did my heart beat so fast? =/
hhmph!
i wonder how much will ii miss uu.
ii wonder can ii adapt the feeling w/o uu.
each sms n called that uu made,
simply make mie smile. (:
ii know uu are feeling lost..
as the guy hu will be beside me issit uu.
uu think alot.
alot of things which is beyond our control.
i know it will be hurting.
but just be strong and wait for the outcome,k?
i dunch know whether uu will be reading this or not,
but ii just wanna tell uu that..
IMY!
p/s: * pls dont ask mie the 4W. who, what, when and why!* x]
ni yao wo shuo duo nan kan
wo gen ben bu xiang fen kai
wei shen me hai yao wo yong wei xiao lai dai guo ?
wo mei you zhe zhong tian fen
bao rong ni ye jie shou ta
bu yong dan xin de tai duo
wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:09 AM
hooorrrayyy !
ii got my new fone already..
alot of them say is not that nice n it look simple when ii told them im changing to that fone.
but heck care ! (:
me lurve it ! x3
so after work yesterday..
Mel n ii went to kovan..
got something..
than off to rivervalle mall ! (:
teehee...
thats where ii got my new fone lar !
seems small n fragile.
ii can guarantee..
once drop than tats it.
sure lots of scratches de ! :(
die le lar.. :(
have to be extra careful luh.
had OCK for dinner ! (:
than bought Mel contact lense.
walk arnd n went home..
played wif my new fone..
lucky ii downloaded the theme even b4 ii bought this fone.
kiasu rite? xD
changing my fone song n all luh ! (:
lurve it to the max ! x3
today is wednesdayyyy..
tomorrow will be my last day of work till CNY!
wooohhooo...
cant wait !
*gong xi fa cai.. hong pao YOU QIAN de na lai* x]
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:02 AM
it was monday yesterday !! (:
say gudbye to monday !
hehehe..
pretty okie at work..
damn..
lots of leads to cut ! :(
got my approval for this coming friday leave. !
meaning ii will have a whole stretch of holiday till CNY !
woohhooo~ :D
lurve it.
Mel and rina said ii look like im sick yesterday ! ><
look extremely pale.
than keep asking mie to go see a doc..
and said that im stubborn ! :(
nahh..doctor SUX ! :x
had lunch wif kitaro n mei tong..
we order delivery !
fking full sia..
so big set of lunch !
can diee...
than was discussing about leads wif shirley.
my sales manager.
walao ! she horr..
get the password rite than keep beating my hand !
scare tio mie sia..
than ii keep laughing until sharon also started laughing together ! :D
n there was meeting after work..
kena di siao like hell ! ><
kelian de mie ! :(
than mel and ii kept drawing each other hand !
LOls.
oh yah..
in the afternoon,the hp shop uncle called mie saying
"uu can come n collect tonite.. ii order for uu edi"
ii was like happie dao siao.
than rush home after work..
taking the same cab wif mel..
reach the shop.. happily taking out my $$$
than he said
"err..the delivery person havent come ler.. nid to wait until tomorrow nite ler"
what the FUCK !
!#$%^&
ii was totally dots lar..
nvm !
bo bian ! :(
i MUST get my fone today of else ii definitely will NAG at him !!
grrr..
my f0ne :(
slept quite early last nite ! (:
coz asthma attack ! =/
*im dying soooonn*
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 6:52 AM
sian..
ii was supp0se t0 get my new f0ne t0day ! :(
but n0 st0ck ! :(
siannn...
ii was intending to change to nokia 6600 slide.
but no stock ! :((
than now ii was like thinking whereter to change to LG ice cream f0ne(pink) 0r nokia 6600 slide..
grr...
ii want my new HP ! :(
*hope the shop owner will call mie tomorrow wif gud news*
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:06 PM
it was friday yestterrdayy ! ^^
went swensen wif Mel after w0rk at c0mpass p0int f0r swensen dinner ! :D
ii tell uu what..
is fucking sinful !
both of us was like eating till our stomach almost explode ! =/
was laughing all the way!
teehee..
fun ! :D
she order burger n mie pizza.. ! (:
had gold coast ice cream for dessert !
buy 1 free 1 .. XD ..
hee..
eat dao siao ! =x
the pizza! look big rite?NO! is actually freaking small! =x
our ice cream :D ..guess which is mine ! :D
and this is what happen when im too full ! =x ..MASH IT !
than we both of us smoke b4 getting up the taxi.
she to hougang.
mie to sengkang.
on the way home,
she texted mie saying
"this taxi uncle say ii stink. say ii smell like smoke.. wahlaueh"
LOls.
lucky my driver wasnt that jialat ! :x
he just kept rubbing his nose!
lalalas! =x
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 3:43 PM
thursday was 50% - 50% !
50% happie 50% sad..
w0rk was t0tally siiioookk t0day ! (:
had meehoon f0r lunch..
than was talking ab0ut philipine c0untry where they eat all kinds 0f f0od..
grassh0pper,h0rse meat,d0g and cat meat, drink snake bl0od and al0t 0f digusting stuff..
ii cant imagine mie eating all th0se..
than went sm0king wif rina and mel..
walao.. keep laughing at mie..
c0z ii made funnie face ! ><
ii even light the cigi upside d0wn can?
and the next stick..
mel was s0 engr0ss wif the laugh..
she hit n dr0p my cigi ! ><
i was like !#$%^ ..
n they laugh even m0re ! ><
s0 there was this guy hu keep l0oking at rina !!!
uhh.. particularly l0oking m0re at her BOOBS ! >=)
s0 we name him the B.A.(BOOBS ADMIRER) :x
funn ii tell euu!
theres my 50%..
an0ther 50% was at h0me..
my mum had been treating mie like an ATM MACHINE.
0r perhaps she th0ught that ii w0rk in a printing $$$ fact0ry?
where ii can get any am0ut f0r fucking free?
ii mean..
i dunch mind giving her $ ...
is my duty..
but can uu like ask mie properly?
not even a thank you..
not even a sign of appreciation..
sua.. nvm..
instead of all those words..
she said that im calculative?
fuck !
i was shouting at her like my troat are coming out..
crying my tears out !
whatever vulgar words just came out straight from my mouth at her..
c'b'b.. d0g attitude .. fucking m0uth..
whatever larhs..
wun even give mie a call when im at w0rk..
n when she called is just ab0ut $$$ !
fuck up life..
ii really breakd0wn n it already reach my MAX patient.
cant EUU just understand?
ii wanna lead a n0rmal life like 21years 0ld kid live as..
cant EUU just see that im trying t0 d0 the best ii can but uu are never satisfied?
im trying s0 hard t0 please EUU !
didnt EUU realise it at all?
0r im just aint imp0rtant like sister J0reen and Alvin?
right....
in ur eyes...
im 0wez the black sheep 0f the family !
thanx f0r everything..
euu want mie t0 thank y0u f0r gr0wing mie up?
in return.. ii give euu back my life?
satisfied? happier?
when can ii get away fr0m this ugly side 0f the w0rld?
p/s.. thanx cp and ben f0r trying s0 hard t0 cheer mie up! appreciate it l0ts ! x3
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 6:51 AM
it was then after ii read ur sms this morning..
once again..
ii hurt euu..
was it bcoz of my selfishness?
my greediness that hurt this relationship?
it wasnt ur fault..
it was all MINE.
things had faded away..
ii know..
and ii realise it..
im begging euu to give mie sometimes to understand what i want in life..
ii hate to face the reality..
is too dark and empty.
ii wanna get out from it..
im tired.
do uu know that?
is not ez facing everything by myself..
it was all my fault..
uu are a great bf..
ii swear..
ii dunch know how to reply ur sms..
im running away again.
if uu are seeing this..
ii just wanna say that im sorry.
why does such things keep happening again and again?
how many guys am ii gonna carry on hurting?
does everything really happen for a reason?
or is just plain stupid situation that im looking at?
1st ben..
now such things..
probably ii should just get out of uu guys life?
probably this will put a full stop in everything?
ii NEEDED TIME !
PLS STOP THE URGUEMENT IN MY BLOG.
I FUCKING HATE IT!!
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 6:57 AM
woooott !
wednesday wasnt that bad after all. :D
alot of work as usual
but ii tio praise by my sales manager and support manager !
woohhoo..
is not that im hungry for their praises..
ii felt that..
at least whatever ii do..
they know..
and the appreciate it. (:
than ii remember what my support manager said last time..
"uu wanna make urself worth it rite?"
n yeap.. im trying very hard..
althought the things that ii do .. SUX ! :x
sales manager said,
"she do things very fast.. even b4 ii ask her to do.. she come n tell mie finish edi! "
as for support manager..
she said..
"ting ting now do things very zai liao.. fast n accurate !"
lalalas ~ ;x
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:55 PM
wednesssddayyy ! :(
why is it only WEDNESDAY!? :(
why cant it be friday instead? :(
my eye is getting smaller n smaller each day..
cant open it ! o_o
dead meat larhs !
n yeah..
i din manage to wake a PIG today.
"uu are supp0se t0 get full attendance for this week uu dumbo" :x
sua...
nvm !!
is like been 2 days boh log in to maple ler. ):
miss my buddies ! ):
n yeah..
when i was ssooo sleeeppyyy at work yesterday..
nura text mie ! ^^
than ii called her !
teeheee !!
n ii was like smiling here n there till rina ask mie
"uu siao arhs?" ._.
nura nura !
ii miss uu alot sia ! ):
can uu cut short ur maternity? ):
move to PUNGGOL faster !!! :D
ii just cant wait lar!
go to work together.
and even go home together..
than im so gonna be ur uwizz godsis ! :x
and im sorry if ii made uu dissapointed after euu read my blog. =]
ting ting aint the ting ting if uu are not arnd ! =]
come back soonn pl0x ! ):
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:02 AM
this is my kor !! (:
name xxmushysinxx aka Rick ! (:
hee.. his playing another char now !
lalalas ~
char ign?
is a secret ! :x
he superb lurve his gf !
and..
uhh.. superb sayang mie ! xD
btw..
he said my voice over the fone sound like a 8years old KID.
ppppuuuiiiii hhhiiimm...
and ii dunch sound like a japanese p0rn star euu IDIOT! :x
wonder why,
ii know alot of hornie bastard ! F3 ..
the end ! :x
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 6:52 AM
mondayyyy mondayyyy mondayyy.. !!! D:
i freaking hate monday lar ! :(
just when ii was giving a little self encouragement while im taking my bathe in the toilet just now..
saying .. "is okie.. till 6.30pm only what.. no big deal lar " !
than only ii realise !!
im having meeting today after 6.30pm!!!!! D:
freaking sad lar..
WTF larhs !
of all the timing !!
mysupposetobegoinghometime ! D: ..
ii wanna ssslllleeeepppp !!~
i miss nura ! :(
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 6:57 AM
chatting with rui hua in msn now.. (:
pretty nice to hear that shes fine..
n grats shes n john for reaching their 4th year anni on the 29th of JAN (:
old couple ! :x
talked to him last nite..
he said i change..
he cant feel my lurve towards him ler..
dar, i admit.. i did change..
but doesnt mean i dunch lurve euu..
im just more to myself..
im used to it,spending my life alone?
is not ur fault..
dunch blame urself for all this thingy.
is my fault..
but i got no choice..
the enviroment change mie into such person..
lets just give each other some times okie? (:
muacks x3
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 10:40 AM
being kind and being a gud person is hard.
treated mie like a free slave.
fucking mapler.
last nite dulan wif tehogao until i buey tahan.
kn'n c'cb.
and to EUU.
i know euu cant accept mie for smoking.
i dunch smoke.
wo hen xin ku.
kept running nose can?
is like will die.
can euu give mie sometimes instead of showing attitude?
do euu think i feel gud?
ii told euu ler..
IM A BAD GURL.
understand?
fuck LIFE !
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 10:26 AM
weee..
just created a stupid playlist that wasted my 15min. ><
im such a noob !
ii wanna learn how to create my own blog skin !!
i dunch care !!
i MUST learn !
grrr..
okie..
back to updating.
life was so so..
previous post..
i wrote something like he or him? (:
well..
i choosen him.
and i did not regret my choice.
i know i might be selfish.
but i just dunch care.
i like him to bits. x3
went visiting my lurvely fren today
omg !!
her baby is super d duper cuttee..
ii miss her so muchh ! :(
life can change so much in 1day.
ii start smoking back again.
i know it sound dissapointed to many of euu.
but this is just mie..
i just dunch know how to let my sorrow n stress out.
not even a single soul was on my brain when ii needed some1 to talk to.
pathetic isnt it?
well..life change for a reason! (:
my fucking da yi ma had been visiting mie for more than 1/2year edi.
meaning..
i had been sticking pad on my panties everyday for 1/2 a year?
dunch ask mie to seek for a doctor..
i just dunch want to.
ii know is dangerous but i heck care.
ii just wanna move on my life like this. x3
great..now my mind is blank ! ><
i dunch know what to type edi.
oh yeah..
ii wonder,
why do KIDS nowadays are so brainy that they can steal a part of my heart?
LOLS..
rite cp? :P
cia0z ~
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 9:14 PM
hi guys. (:
i change my blogskin !
woohhoo ! x3
life is borrreedd..
will update more tonite okie?
weee..
is a FRIDAY!! =D
*off to work*
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:20 AM