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There is no guarantee♥
That this life is easy

The Mistress♥

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Ting Ting is my name.
I'm a purple + black lover.
I might look strong on the outside,
but definitely weak, inside.


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omg omg omg!!
it was raining cats n dogs after my work! ._.
im like totally weeettt even with umbrella..
wth!can the rain dont come so sudden?
than theres lightning and thunder.
scare the hell out of me.
called home and ask kakak to wait for me in the bus stop.
im so afraid of the lightning lar! =(
reached home,quickly took my bath n i kept sneezing in the toilet!
hopefully i didnt catch a cold ! ._.
about maple,
im gonna get my zak helm this friday i hope!
lalalas~
n i earn like 200m+ ! :D ..
freaking happy i tell euu! (:
thats all for today.
seeing bao beii tomorrow !
*happy happy*
i love you too okay!
muacks
hold my hands.
and hold it tie.
pls pls never let go.
coz i need euu so.

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:18 PM



my every weekend felt so boring.
so i had an urguement with him last night,
cause him to leave sg n went back to jaybee.
thats the reason why im so sian today. =]
nway,urguement settled ! (:



i was at home the whole day lar.
fuck saturday.
i ate meehoon for breakfast,lunch and dinner! ._.
im so gonna turn into a pack of meehoon soon!
wanted to go back to office and clear my stuff.
but then,i was like too lazy to take a 1hour+ bus journey just to clear my stuff when i was not require to work on saturday.
so yea,fuck this plan as well.



sitting in front of the pc the moment i woke up.
checked my blog tag,
see whereter if my friends are awake to slack with me in maple and i did one of my hobby,
stare at the computer.
than aunty came from jaybee today.
so we talk talk talk and talk.
pei man is coming back next tuesday! ^^
i cant wait!
than kakak fried meehoon,
and i help to peel the cabbage! (:
was talking to holy in maple.
aarrggg...he chiong damn fast i tell euu.
same lvl as me now.
and his super duper rich.all his item are like super godly too!
*envy envy*



i soooo bored till i surf youtube and type "doreamon" !
so i watched the doreamon movie for like 1hour+ .
right,im lame.
than sis reached around like 4-5pm.
played with my niece! (:
getting adorable each week!
i like.
show my jie the mp3 that i wanted.
coz shes gonna pay $100 for me and im gonna pay like $30? (:
just an average mp3 player which suit me lar.
dun need a high tech one.


so i started searching for songs.
downloading.
and my ai ai sent me alot of other songs too! x3
while waiting for all this song,i chat with ai ai n q yan in msn luh.
did chat with my didi in msn this morning too ! (:
played msn uno game with him!
haha..
right,so im still in the process of waiting ai ai to send me more songs now.
LOLS! (:
thats all for today.
nites ppl! x3

the samsung S3 mp3 that i will be getting! (:

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:45 PM



FUCK today!!!
FUCK this relationship!!!!
FUCK himmmm!!!
FUCK LURVE!!

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:14 PM



reached work at around 8am today.pretty early.bought butter kaya toast bread from ya kun as my breakfast. it was a very very bz day at work today lar !and i manage to finish that 2 bread only when the clock strike 10.30am ! ._. ...the toast bread taste like steam bread !i had free ice lemon tea to go with my toast bread ! :D ..all thanx to Kelvin!i think Sook Hui is gonna buy me breakfast tomorrow ! he he he ~ =P ..so i was retrieving calls for EOD.for does hu dunno what does EOD means,an easier word to fit this EOD is "complaint cases" from customer.so i spent like 1/2 day to retrieve 5 EOD cases today ! roar . tiring lar .walking here n there !theres still more to retrieve tomorrow ! suxks ! :( ...can the customer plsss stop complaining so the pity me will hav less job to do?i doubt so. singaporean lurve to complain!is one of their hobby ! :x ..
was suppose to hav lunch with Jo today as is her last day but suddenly,shes not feeling well ! ._. ..another suxks things. so when i was bz doing my work,she went to see a doc and got herself a 1/2 day leave. :( ..it was like so sad when she came back from the clinic,clearing her stuff,gave her id card back and hugs me ! :( ..shes one of my great friend at work ! now i felt so uneasy without her by my side lar !and the suxkess things ever,i didnt get to give her the little things that i bought for her ! T.T ... heart breaking lar !but i hope i will get to meet her tomorrow,so i can past her those stuff ! =] ..
had mix rice from canteen today.1 of my favourite place to eat because known as the lazy me dun like to walk far especially when the weather is freaking hhhooooottt. without air con, ting ting=dead ! :x ..another thing is because the food in the canteen are fucking super cheap !great budget lunch for a poor ppl like me ! =( ..i bought watermelon for desert today ! (: ..bought a packet for my pampered+flirty Daniel too ! LOLS ! (: ...
so thats all for today.oh yah...im soooo happy now because tomorrow is FRIDAY ! :D ...Darling Nathira,whats for lunch huh? :x ...








Life is something beautiful
provided you look at the beautiful side of life.

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 9:16 PM



was in the bus,on the way back home and i saw this mobtv screening swimming competition for olympic.i think msia won 200m breaststroke. (: ..haha..if is true,i will be quite surprise but happy as well lar.i so wish that msia will win the badminton competition for olympic.or did they won already? o.o ...someone update me pls!



back to work,it was pretty fine today.had meeting with that transnational courier company.at last,we can close the urguement but i still think that they had already built a bad reputation in our company!nvm..not my probs ! =X ..than we had a little talk in the company.making fun or Nura the big tai tai lar !hee hee...coz shes so tai tai,only know expensive stuff in this world lar..the cheap cheap things...emm...not to her standard lar ! lols~..



theres a pretty sad things that im gonna blog here.one of my best friend from work,Jo,last day of work is tomorrow ! =( ..arrrggg ! shes been in this company i think around 3months and had been pressuring for quite sometimes edi so she decided to quit this job which she felt is not suitable for her.i dunno what to get for her..hmmph !but i had already ask dear to help me think! (: ..nway,just wanna tell jo that "euu had been my best friend at work!i hope n pray that ur dancing business will grow n shine" (: ...hopefully she will see this !



will try to get a picture of her n me tomorrow! (: ..oh yah...lai lai called me today ! :D ..she applied her permenant sg number edi ! yeahh...planning to meet her..emm..probably next week?hopefully our time matches lar !thats all for today ! muacks~ x3

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:47 PM



it seems to be a new born friendship.
i think.i hope.i wonder.i wish.
im just glad things didnt turn out to be as sour as i thought it would be.
i pray really hard for my wish to come true! (:
muacks x3

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:48 PM



as promised,the pictures that my friends from work celebrated for me ! (: ..i look extremely F.A.T in the pics can ! :( ..



the blueberry cakes (: ..yummy !




i cant really recall when is my last time for smiling so real! (:





dun kiss me pls! ._.




my sis n bro from another mother! ><




without them,i dunno what will my b'day be like! x3

i love them lots!!

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:08 PM



boring boring boring.
boring weekend! ._.

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 5:57 PM



08/08/08 ..great day to update my blog ! (: ..great date.great time and most of all..is my 20th birthday.this year b'day was different from the 19 years that i celebrate b4.this year b'day was priceless.like finally a use to be my friend hu havent been talking to each other for like almost a year talked to me yesterday.just a casual talk,but is great when she called my name. i know,i sound gay but you guys out there wont understand the feeling that im going thru till yesterday..i was totally smiling till i slept! (: ..spoken to elsie in msn yesterday night too, made my night totally sweet too .. especially when is been a long time since she said "i love you ting" to me? :D ..it was double happiness ! (:





i received super lots of sms n calls today ! (: ..great wishes and is just so wonderful to feel that i was remembered? (: ..so in the office,everyone tried to make me smile for the whole day.and eventually they did!! :D ..i received called in the office from my colleuge singing b'day song for me n i was shower with wishes ! (: ..i never thought that my b'day will ended up so happily !so daniel bought us subway for lunch today. tasty and really fill my stomach. went down to get ya kun kaya toast with jo because shes still not full . ._. ..n when i got up back to the office,i saw a cake on my desk! :D ..surprise isnt it? right,so most of the telesales and all the fullfillment ppls was like dancing n singing b'day songs for me ! :D ..it was FUNN!!i know i was blushing coz i could feel my cheek burning! (: ..i cant really explain this feeling ! its just happy+touch+excited+surprise !! so when everything mix together,whats the correct word to use huh? (: ..we took quite a number of pictures in the office,havent got my hand on those pics.will upload those pic soon okay? (: .had my blueberry cake bought by them and start doing my work. Candice and Eric [ppl from the telesales] bought me some little gifts. 2 necklaces and a pair of earring ! not really suitable for me,because is more for elegant wearing but still,it will come in handy someday !thanx alot ! (:






had KFC for dinner with my him,maid n bro! (: ..i think my stomach is gonna burst ! ._. ..i ate 2 pieces fried chicken and additional pop corn chicken.yumm yumm!so after that,went to choose my b'day cake from my family ! :D ..i choose a mickey mouse cake ! i dunno why but i had been planning to get a cartoon cake this year for my b'day since like early this year? coz im no longer a teens n yet,i still want to gain back those childhood memory ! (: ..so yeah..my day ended happily! (: ..thanx to euu guys out there!without you ppl,i dunno what will my 20th birthday be like!lurve euu guys to the max ! muacks ~ (:



my 20th birthday cake ! (:

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 9:21 PM



had training at work today. nth much.talking about the bank policy and stuff that are not really important to me?so Sharon[one of the incharge in the company] spoken to me today. she wants me to learn more things in the company and yea, i dont mind.in fact,i know that after learning,there will be more job for me to complete,more stress and more problems to face but im still glad that im given a chance to learn! (: ..




i felt that human are like machine.lets compare human and a printer.we choose and buy a printer that is good and have lots of function to help us with our daily job.from printing to photocopy,photocopy to scanning and even fax.years back,printer only got one function,photocopy.ppl upgrade this particular machine,n wah lah,you got a better printer.just like human,i felt that im not going to walk far with my shit SPM result. i need to upgrade myself so other company will hire me as i will be useful to their job scoop.i want to make myself useful! (: ..so i will consider taking courses starting from today !




time flies so fast.its wednesday tomorrow.2 more days to friday.hhm..i wonder who will actually remember the occasion this coming friday!? (: ..anyway,dont expect much from it.lets say,is the opening of olympic 2008? (: ..

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:20 PM



surpose to be a great day at jb today but turn out to be a pool of shit.i suppose to be getting a pair of new shoe. steped into converse and nike store. saw nothing that i wanted from both shop. everything was just so outdated. nothing new. nothing interesting .i notice one things that change in cs. lets dont drag or turn a big round. use a simple word to describe cs . its a total disaster. its a totally low class place i could say.promoters there tried to act like some lady who stay in japan. japanese gal indeed. they are just making a fool of themselves. they are ugly.




i had jap food today. pretty sucky. no place to sit in the air condition place. sat outside where everyone is walking around while you are eating. disgusting isnt it? but really thankful to my lovely sister who willingly offer for my lunch. saw sok kim and her beloved today .happily having lunch. it was great seeing them !



checkpoint wasnt that jam.just slightly packed.suddenly i felt kinda regret for not applying for singapore citizenship. wouldnt it be better to hold a pink ic? (: ..than i can treat it as im a traveller,learning the culture in msia since im young!and now,back to my home sweet home country,singapore.i no longer felt like walking around jaybee now.i felt like a total stranger there and i dont feel safe there.i dont know why.i just felt so.even do i do met ppl who i once know.



right..so theres all for sunday.it will be monday tomorrow,monday means piles of work to be done.

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 6:11 PM



i dont kn0w why. i suddenly got an urge to blog. using simple and normal english . writing things that had been spinning in my brain for quite sometimes. n yes , i notice i do have a boring life . work+friendship+lurve. is true that i no longer had great friends around me now. friends that had been as truthful as what it use to be over at sec school . it show how pathetic life could be. from great friends who stay over at each other house. friends who actually share your joy and sorrow each time you needed them. and now everything seems to be pure craps. right. stop all this about friendship.



lets talk about work.piles of work will never end each day. doing the stupid same things everyday. not forgotting how stressful when it came to people who dont understand that you are tired with ur fuck up job and wants a break. in the end, all you get was a $1xxx pay every month . is not even enough to cover my expenses, what more my wants .




yes!i know im lucky compare to lots of people around me.but is never enough. infact,human are greedy.dont you agree?is such a random post here. im just complaining how my life never turn out great or fun. is just a total shit of time im wasting each day. no goal . no future. this is the kind of life that im facing everyday. shitty pathetic but is true .




nway,time to get some rest. shopping tomorrow (:

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 10:40 PM



lets see..where sh0uld ii start??emm..lets talk ab0ut last week? :D ..pei man was back at jaybee ! :D ..n shes at sg meeting me in bugis !so happy lar ..s0 ii reach there quite late,met her at bugis street,t0gether with my him,my aunt n pei man sis ! (: ..the m0ment ii reach there,ii already saw pei man h0lding big n small plastic bags ! ._. ...shes fast ! ._. ..s0 we b0ught earring t0gether ! (: ..than walk ar0und! (: ..pei man did hair extensi0n! :D ...expensive sia ~ ..$60 ! ._. ..ii cant aff0rt t0 d0 such stuff !




s0 we went t0 f0od c0urt t0 hav 0ur dinner !had saba fish ! n0t nice de ! sux t0 the c0re ~ >.< !!s0 pei man went back t0 jaybee after that ! dunn0 when will i meet her again! :( .. *MAN,c0me back s0on yea ~ (: * ..


s0 t0day was a bz day at w0rk! rush like hell~ ._. ..tupid ppl hu 0wez give me the c0urier last min! KNS~ !! i hate it sia ~ .. =( ..but 0verall,w0rk was great ! (: ..
my tai tai Nura when f0r her check up t0day ! (: ..n im really glad that she actually msg me while im w0rking !im s0 happy lar ! :D ..her place was empty,s0 sian with0ut her !Daniel had br0ught his mp4 t0day ! (: ..the 1st s0ng he 0n was david c0ok-0wez be my baby! (: ..make my day happy sia! x3


t0day is my 27m0nths with my him! (: ..he b0ught me a little gift ! (: ..will update d0es pic s0on yea~!lastly,





HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO LAI HU YING!! :D

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:17 PM