The Mistress♥
Ting Ting is my name.
I'm a purple + black lover.
I might look strong on the outside,
but definitely weak, inside.
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Xuan XiaoMin
Jiray Ah Jon
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Credits
Don't even touch this
Basecodes from:
♥chocodiiction-lovesxoxo*
Designer:
MissVunique
Background by:
Fivepointsapart
Inspired by:
The song When i look at you by Miley Cyrus
Others:
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it was then ii realise,what happen 3years back was just purely craps!
ii sh0uldnt hav started a relati0nship with him!
it was till yesterday,
talk t0 my ex..
was saying h0w unfair he is..
the way he treat gurls n0w are t0tally different fr0m h0w he treated me last time!
why was ii the 1 hu need t0 give all 0r mine t0 him when he didnt even treasure?
ii save every single p0cket $ just t0 t0p up my f0ne credit,
never fail t0 call him!!
did he treasure every single called ii made?
s0metime,ii will t0p up till ar0und Rm90 in a day! ._.
n0t bc0z 0f spending sweet talk times but is bc0z 0f urguement that never st0p!
he was angry bc0z ii was cl0se with 0ther guys..
but did he realise h0w little time he had been giving me?!
reached h0me after sch0ol,he will stay at the lan sh0p,
till 6pm,g0 h0me,take his bath..had his dinner,watch teevee..
n till he g0t nth else t0 d0,
he 0ccupied me!
is this h0w a relati0nship surp0se t0 be?
he said that he was after l0sing me than he learn h0w t0 treat a gurl better.
pure truth 0r excuses?
ii kn0e saying all this,0r remember all this sadding things is useless..
bc0z ii already g0t my great him n0w!
but yesterday,
was talking t0 my ex ab0ut things that happen last time..
he was saying that this relati0nship started n0t bc0z 0f the feeling "lurve"
but a misunderstanding that started all this!
can euu imagine h0w w0uld ii feel by that time?
my hand was numb..
ii didnt type anything t0 reply him!!
ii just stare at the pc blankly,
reading what is he g0nna say next!
he said when the relati0nship is 0n,
he tried t0 break up with me,
but dunn0 h0w t0 say it 0ut..
as he was afraid that ii might hurt myself..
s0 he tried t0 hurt me,
s0 ii w0uld say "break up" this tw0 w0rds by myself! ._.
but n0pe..ii didnt..
instead 0f breaking up,ii suffer m0re n g0t m0re hurt,
mentally hurt!
ii dun deny,ii did hurt myself..
he said that..
it was until 2years+ 0f relati0nship..
until he kn0w a pers0n name chris[my current him]
n till he kn0w that,theres n0 turning back,
0nly he started t0 realise that he d0 lurve me! ._.
i felt s0 extremely stupid! ._.
ii dun hate him,neither will 0ur friendship st0p here!
is just that...
hhmph!!
ii dunn0 h0w t0 describe such feeling! =] .
ii wan fucking PEACE! =] ..
he smsed me after ii 0ffline..
this is what he said..
*i sh0uldnt hav tell euu all that just n0w,im s0rry.h0w t0 smile?i wish 2 see euu n0w.is there anything ii can d0?t0 "li bu" my fault?erm..i really d0nt kn0w what 2 say le.just wish 2 stay beside euu..acc u..s0rry!*
my m0od was terrible last nite.
i didnt tell my him ab0ut it!
ii didnt kn0w h0w t0 0pen my m0uth n tell him all this! =] ..
ii was really m0odless last nite..
din talk much with my him!
*im s0rry darling* =] ..
ii kn0w hu are reading my bl0g will tell me that,
dun think ab0ut it anym0re..
whats 0ver is 0ver! =] ..
but 2years+ relati0nship,s0 much had happened..
0ccasi0nally,mem0ries d0 flash back! =] ..
n yes,is a very em0 p0st that im bl0gging n0w!
PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE!!!I WANT PPPPPPEEEEEAAAACCCCEEEEE!! x/33
i love you so deeply much, but do you? 1:11 PM