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Ting Ting is my name.
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nice?great?c0ol?happening?suit me? :D ...euu c0mment! =P .. hee... ^^ ..Lurve nathira! <3

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 6:40 PM



I LOVE my current COMPANY☑ ...


been asked by my c0lluege fr0m my current c0mpany t0 type this! ._. ..l0ls..can euu see it NORA? =P ..yea..ii dun deny having quite an 0kay time at price n0w! (: ..guess is due t0 my c0lluege thats why im n0t that stress 0ut edi!!even d0 theres piles 0f w0rk f0r me t0 d0! ._. ..
s0 yea..theres this campaign f0r "standard charted" last week,s0 every1 was surp0se t0 wear green 0r blue !n ii w0re G.R.E.E.N!and we are surp0se t0 take ph0t0! ._. ..0kay..heres the picture!im like an idi0t! ._. ..

the s0 n0t ready pic!



yea..a better 1 (:


a closer sh0t..but ii dun think euu can sp0t me that easily..ii had been bl0ck! ._.




ii dunn0 why we hav t0 take such pics ._. !n is freaking hhhhoooooottt~




n yes..this pic is...ah hem...crazy! >_<



n lastly,the sales supp0rt team! :D ..they are the 1 hu made me felt better! (: ..harts them <3

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 9:59 AM


IMaHEARTbreaker! <3

s0rry f0r the lack 0f updates ppl! (: ..w0rking+w0rking=w0rking ! T.T ...im s0 tired but ii manage t0 get a little time t0day f0r the picture that ii pr0mise t0 p0st! (: ..s0 yea..heres a little picture p0st!enj0y ppl!!muacks~ <33

the 1st day when ii arrive at jaybee!sushi king @ cs!




mine+him+his=0ur plates! (:



my little niece 2kg b'day cake! (:


the f0od f0r the guest n family members! <33>


half of the present!!n0t including the rest 0f the present+ang p0w!kids are lucky! =)



the m0ther+the g0dm0ther! (: ..lurve them!



The happily Neo+Lim+Kerk Family! <33


i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:25 PM



is a sunndaayyy!!!sunday surp0se t0 be great!!!!but whenever ii think what day is the f0ll0wing day,ii felt like im fuck dead!YES!im t0tally unhappy w0rking at my current c0mpany!!ii hate it t0 the c0re!!t0m0rr0w is m0nday f0ll0w by tuesday than wednesday,thursday n finally friday!!!h0w l0ng m0re d0 ii have t0 g0 thru t0 reach 3m0nths!!!?? T.T ..im s0 seri0usly sad ii tell euu!n0w my brain aut0matic st0re at 6-7.30am!s0 at ar0und this time,ii will get up!even 0n weekend!!aaaarrgggg..ii hate such feeling when im s0 tired but my brain start w0rking n spinning edi!am ii giving myself t0o much stress? T.T





lets n0t talk ab0ut w0rk edi!im t0tally fed up n m0odless when c0me t0 that t0pic! *ting ting,bear with it!ting ting,bear with it* !0h yea..ii b0ught a new mic t0 surp0rt my pc..at least ii can use mic t0 talk t0 s0me ppl in msn!n yes..ii was talking t0 le0ng n s0k kim using mic yesterday but theres a pr0blem while talking t0 s0k kim..s0metimes my v0ice will g0 thru her side quite sl0w which make her keep sh0uting f0r example: "hellllloooo...NEO TING TING" n while we are playing un0 she sh0uted again "FASTER LAR...UR TURN!!" ._. ...l0ls..weird c0nnecti0n! ._.




sis is here in sg!s0 ii spent m0st 0f my time with my niece! (: ..0h yah..ii g0t h0ld 0n the picture that are taken 0n my niece b'day party the 0ther time! (: ..hee...will upl0ad it real s0on! (: ..muacks ppl! x33






A very big SORRY t0 NATHIRA c0z ii cant g0 beach with euu!will make it up t0 euu..s0rry gurl! =]





i love you so deeply much, but do you? 9:38 AM



is a weekend!! (: ...weekend means... NO WORK!NO STRESS!!! ._. ..ii had been w0rking f0r "price s0luti0n" f0r 0nly 2 days!n yea..ii mean 2 days n ii can already felt the stress there! ii dun deny that is a perfect w0rking envir0ment!where ii g0t my 0wn space..big table+chair..my 0wn pc n everything!but is just t0o stressful!dun appreciate what euu had d0ne is all ii can say ab0ut them!ii learn things that ii havent been d0ing b4 in 1day time...2nd day,ii aut0run by my 0wn with0ut ppl teaching 0r helping,instead 0f saying s0me c0uraging w0rd..that bl0ody b!tch said t0 1 0f my staff there "teach her m0re things,ii dun wan t0 see her d0ing n0thing" !!can euu guys imagine h0w ii felt?ii skip lunch,ii dun even hav time t0 pee!n yet she said such things! ._. ..my heart was really br0ken!




at that time,ii th0ught 0f h0w my previ0us lady b0ss(jess) fr0m *PLUGWORKZ*[im pr0ud t0 ann0uce that ii use t0 w0rk at that c0mpany!] treated me!even d0 we use t0 stay up very late at nite..like ar0und 9pm n sacrified 0ur lunch time t0 w0rk harder!ii just felt happy n great! (: ..it was the best m0ment ever..we j0ke ar0und,we slack t0gether,we eat n drink n tell j0kes!ii even place t0t0 bet with andy(my lady b0ss husband),predicting which s0ccer match in singap0re will win t0nite n messing ar0und the 0ffice t0gether! (: ..jess treasure ppl hu treat her well..ii miss th0se time when ii f0rce her t0 drink plain warm water when shes sick!asking her n0t t0 eat peanut but im eating happily in fr0nt 0f her.




ii left the c0mpany due t0 their judgement n the way they treated my him!but is just the s0 0pp0site way 0n h0w they treat me!the even invited me t0 drink with them..n ii went..listening t0 jess r0cking the wh0le pub when she sings!she l0ok very very str0ng 0n the 0utside..but eventually,thats n0t the real her..shes very em0ti0nal..we cried t0gether s0metimes! (: ..ii dun think ii t0ld any1 ab0ut it! (: ..ii kn0e is t0o late t0 g0 back n0w,plugw0rkz is n0t a n0isy n lifely c0mpany anym0re!ii dunn0 h0w my lady b0ss can handle the stress rite n0w!ii can 0nly pray n h0pe,shes fine!




ii kn0e ii s0und like a les hu fell in lurve with her 0wn lady b0ss!!ii d0 lurve her..shes just like my mum when im w0rking! (: ..she wun be reading my bl0g..but if s0meday she did,ii just wanna say im truely greatly SORRY JESS! ='] ..






if 0nly ii c0uld turn back tiiimmmee..... x/33

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 10:36 AM



i kn0e..ii kn0e~!ii havent been blogging since..emm..last week?! =x ..s0rry guys..was kinda bz..
ii was like back at jaybee...celebrating my niece b'day! (: ..it was really delightful..shes damn lucky ii tell euu!g0t l0ts 0f present n ang p0w!!kids n0wadays are very smart n lucky lar! ._. ..0r sh0uld ii say,my niece g0t a lurvely m0ther hu pamper her al0t? (: ..ii spent really G.R.E.A.T time at jaybee!! :D ..it was the best trip ever! (: ..



s0 ii was back at sg like 0n m0nday!!was very tired ii tell euu.. ._. ..kn0ckd0wn the m0ment ii reach h0me! (: ..ii t0ok quite al0t 0f nice n great pic at jaybee..things that ii ate n my niece b'day party celebrati0n! (: ..the pic are still with my sis&br0!s0 0nce ii get them than ii will update yea! (: ..0h yah..im s0 super d duper happy c0z ii manage t0 meet pei man in jaybee t0o! (: ..she attend my niece b'day party t0gether with her family member! :D ..s0 glad lar! x33




n yea..the GREATEST NEWS EVER!!!my him n me FINALLY g0t a j0b! :D ..hee..n the pay are much m0re higher than the previ0us c0mpany! (: ..just glad n ii really pray that everything will g0es sm0othly!is like already half way there...s0on t0 c0me! :D ..weeee~~ (: ...n it was my 1st day 0f w0rking t0day! (: ..ii met al0t 0f ex ex friends fr0m my previ0us c0mpany! (: ..haha..s0 im n0t l0nely at all lar..n im like s0o0o0o bz!!!but is 0kay..c0z ii get t0 learn super l0ts t0o! (: ..nway,im happy with my simple life n0w! :D ...lurve euu ppl! x33 ..

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:29 PM



heee...s0rry f0r being mia ppl!ii wanted t0 upl0ad picture 0f my little niece..but ii just cant figure 0ut whats wr0ng with my pc 0r bl0gger that cant seems t0 upl0ad it! =( ..
s0 yea..pic g0t t0 wait! (: ..my him had came back fr0m his h0me in mlc t0 sg! (: ..n yea..im like dirtying my hand by h0lding the newspaper everyday!t0 l0ok f0r a j0b! T.T ...sux!ii dunn0 what kind 0f j0b suit me lar!n im freaking sick 0f telemarketer! =( ..





my tag are kinda full!s0 ii will reply each msg here l0ng msg here yea! (:

aliya-cabal is s0rt 0f a new game that launch this year lar! (: ..hee..why?interested huh?ii tell
euu,euu will definitely get b0red after that..maple st0ry is still a better game ii perhaps!(:


hui ying-hhm..everything ended,ii think?


nathira-darling..ii cant make it this week! T.T ..next week definitely CAN!s0rry f0r draggin ur
time darling! T.T





theres all f0r n0w! (: ..ii will try t0 update MORE! (: ..hee...lurve guys here! (: ..muacks x33

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 10:53 AM



it was then ii realise,what happen 3years back was just purely craps!
ii sh0uldnt hav started a relati0nship with him!
it was till yesterday,
talk t0 my ex..
was saying h0w unfair he is..
the way he treat gurls n0w are t0tally different fr0m h0w he treated me last time!
why was ii the 1 hu need t0 give all 0r mine t0 him when he didnt even treasure?
ii save every single p0cket $ just t0 t0p up my f0ne credit,
never fail t0 call him!!
did he treasure every single called ii made?
s0metime,ii will t0p up till ar0und Rm90 in a day! ._.
n0t bc0z 0f spending sweet talk times but is bc0z 0f urguement that never st0p!
he was angry bc0z ii was cl0se with 0ther guys..
but did he realise h0w little time he had been giving me?!
reached h0me after sch0ol,he will stay at the lan sh0p,
till 6pm,g0 h0me,take his bath..had his dinner,watch teevee..
n till he g0t nth else t0 d0,
he 0ccupied me!
is this h0w a relati0nship surp0se t0 be?
he said that he was after l0sing me than he learn h0w t0 treat a gurl better.
pure truth 0r excuses?
ii kn0e saying all this,0r remember all this sadding things is useless..
bc0z ii already g0t my great him n0w!
but yesterday,
was talking t0 my ex ab0ut things that happen last time..
he was saying that this relati0nship started n0t bc0z 0f the feeling "lurve"
but a misunderstanding that started all this!
can euu imagine h0w w0uld ii feel by that time?
my hand was numb..
ii didnt type anything t0 reply him!!
ii just stare at the pc blankly,
reading what is he g0nna say next!
he said when the relati0nship is 0n,
he tried t0 break up with me,
but dunn0 h0w t0 say it 0ut..
as he was afraid that ii might hurt myself..
s0 he tried t0 hurt me,
s0 ii w0uld say "break up" this tw0 w0rds by myself! ._.
but n0pe..ii didnt..
instead 0f breaking up,ii suffer m0re n g0t m0re hurt,
mentally hurt!
ii dun deny,ii did hurt myself..
he said that..
it was until 2years+ 0f relati0nship..
until he kn0w a pers0n name chris[my current him]
n till he kn0w that,theres n0 turning back,
0nly he started t0 realise that he d0 lurve me! ._.
i felt s0 extremely stupid! ._.
ii dun hate him,neither will 0ur friendship st0p here!
is just that...
hhmph!!
ii dunn0 h0w t0 describe such feeling! =] .
ii wan fucking PEACE! =] ..
he smsed me after ii 0ffline..
this is what he said..
*i sh0uldnt hav tell euu all that just n0w,im s0rry.h0w t0 smile?i wish 2 see euu n0w.is there anything ii can d0?t0 "li bu" my fault?erm..i really d0nt kn0w what 2 say le.just wish 2 stay beside euu..acc u..s0rry!*
my m0od was terrible last nite.
i didnt tell my him ab0ut it!
ii didnt kn0w h0w t0 0pen my m0uth n tell him all this! =] ..
ii was really m0odless last nite..
din talk much with my him!
*im s0rry darling* =] ..
ii kn0w hu are reading my bl0g will tell me that,
dun think ab0ut it anym0re..
whats 0ver is 0ver! =] ..
but 2years+ relati0nship,s0 much had happened..
0ccasi0nally,mem0ries d0 flash back! =] ..
n yes,is a very em0 p0st that im bl0gging n0w!
PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE!!!I WANT PPPPPPEEEEEAAAACCCCEEEEE!! x/33

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 1:11 PM



yea..ii change my blogskin! (: ..
the previous one was okay..but ii kinda get bored with it edi! =x ..
pei man once told me "dun change bf like how euu change ur blogskin so often" :P
hee..im not that kind of gurl! (: ..
ii tiong xim okay! :D
g0sh..thats this big news going on around asia ii perhaps..
about the petrol PRICE which rise so fast n higher than anyone could expected! ._.
whats going on? ._.
ii th0ught they just rise the petr0l price n0t l0ng ag0?
right..s0 everything g0nna rise!!
rice price had rise like n0b0dy business!!
n0w petr0l!!! ._.
hell0..euu guys g0t nth t0 eat huh?need t0 keep raising this n that
*waving waving*
ii dunn0 whats g0nna happen! ._.
pay als0 didnt rise! ._.
hhh0owww t0oo00oo suuuurrrrvvivvveee!!!?? ! ._.
they was a big maple patch yesterday!
starting fr0m 1am till 9pm! ._. ..
s0 great..
n n0w ii cant patch maple.
ii think is due t0 my itchy hand which click this n delete that! ._.
well...
ii need my him t0 help me s0lve it! =]
me wanna see the neww w0rld! T.T ..
yeeahh...
my grandma g0nna g0 h0me t0day! =x ..
ii kn0e im mean,
but when grandma is here,she sleep 0n my bed,she used my pillow and she use my t0ilet timing! T.T
arrggg!maid was saying
*YEA!!FREEDOOMMM!!*
hee... =P
0h well,im b0red!
thats all f0r n0w! ._.
l0usy p0st! =P
muacks x33
*waving t0 kavitha,yanny n peachy!* =D .. (my new visit0r!) (:

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 4:47 PM



OMG!!this is t0tally cuuuttteeeee! (: ...a must watch vide0 clip! :D



thanx henry f0r giving me this link! (: ..euu sure d0 hav l0ts 0f funny creepy stuff! =P
muacks x33

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 4:22 PM



havent been d0ing much craps lately!
went tampines mall yesterday!didnt get anything f0r myself!
was t0tally craps g0in there! ._. ..
awhile ag0,uncle james was here! ._. ..
he was actually l0oking at my br0 rep0rt card n sc0lded him!
his result was a t0tal disaster!
with0ut even j0ining any cca!guess his t0o lazyyyy!!
s0 uncle called mum,n great,mums g0nna get crazy later when shes back fr0m w0rk! ._.
every1 sure kena! ._.
i n0tice a pr0blem that s0k kim face is kinda stupid!
as euu can see,0ver at her bl0g,she facing a friend which 0wez sh0w her m0od 0r like ii can say,vent her anger 0n 0thers!
its really pathetic when euu are in a bad m0od n euu as well sh0w that m0od t0 ur cl0se friend!
s0 al0t 0f questi0n had been turning r0und n r0und in my brain!
why w0uld euu wanna spent the rest 0f ur life with s0meb0dy hu euu quarrel alm0st everyday?
isnt it lurve surp0se t0 bring euu happiness?
why vent ur anger 0n s0meb0dy hu d0esnt even relate t0 ur urguement?
isnt it if euu stay with ur bf,b0th will get cl0ser?
0r is just me having the super duper happily ever after lurve j0urney with my him?
friends are s0me1 hu euu care 0r relay n make use 0f?
are friendship just s0 purely euu me,sharing everything t0gether s0rt 0f things?
why w0uld s0me1 take advantage 0f euu?
is it bc0z 0f the helping hand that euu 0wez gave n make them use euu?
0r is just purely greed that c0ver their heart?
after all the happiness that 1 share with the 0ther,will the happiness turn int0 disaster after 1 quarrel with the 0ther?
will all the hate be buried with the happiness that we 0nce had?
ahhh...s0me1 answer th0se Q pls! (:

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 10:55 AM



Tagged by : bev g0ld fish! x33
Instructions: Remove 1 question from below and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.




1. At what age do you wish to marry?
-LOLS..dunn0!whenever is 0kay t0 me..as l0ng as the guy is seri0us lar! ._.
2.If you can turn into anything, what do you wish you can turn into?
-emm..a gh0st t0 scare ppl ar0und me? =x
3. whats the 1st thing that you do when you are awake?
-lying 0n my bed n wish ii never wake up! =x
4.Where is the place that you want to go most?
-Japan!France!and USSSSAAAA...
5.If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
-I h0pe ppl hu dun treasure me..DIE!!!
6.Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
-Yup!Definitely! (:
7.what are you afraid to lose the most right now?
-Him,ppl hu treasure me and m0ney! (:
8. What cheers you up for the rest of the day?
-just a simple msg fr0m ppl ii care! x33
9.If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
-n0pe!but ii d0 give hint! =P
10.List out three good things of the person who tagged you.
-bev is PRETTY!humble and l0ts 0f fun t0 j0ke with! :D
11.What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
-respect,understand n lurve me! (:
12.What type of person do you hate the most?
-Ppl hu think they are s0o0o fcuking great!
13.What would you do if you won a million dollars?
-ii wanna g0 ar0und the w0rld n start my 0wn little business!!! :D
14.What is your ambition?
-n0thing! ._.
15.What would you wanna be after you're dead?
-emm..a l0sts0ul? =x
16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
-definitely my temper! =P
17. what is your favourite color?
-PURPLE!!!black n blue! (:
18.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-I dunn0!family? o.0
19.What's the last thing you think of before you go to sleep?
-Whats f0r breakfast t0m0rr0w!
20.Are there any regrets in your life?
-there are SOME ii perhaps! (:




Eight ppl that i want to tag is...
1.PEI MAN!
2.SOK KIM!
3.NATHIRA!
4.VON ONG!
5.SU LYN!
6.JIA LI!
7.RACHEAL!
8.Thats all ii think! =P

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 8:19 PM



havent been d0ing much things t0day! (:
stay at h0me..slacking! (:
was surp0se t0 g0 0rchard with s0k kim t0day,but ii c0uldnt make it! =/
s0rry s0k kim! =/
glad that ii manage t0 c0mmunicate with dad t0day!
its like been a l0ng time since we b0th talk!
eversince the c0nflict ab0ut hubbie n him! (: ..
theres 0wez c0nflict in everything!n im sure theres m0re t0 c0me,
but hubbie,we stand t0gether n0 matter what happen rite? (:
was sms-ing with aiai t0day! =] ..
ii think ii create a big tr0uble f0r her!
dui bu qi aiai!!ii didnt expect things t0 happen this way!
ii kn0w shes n0t mad at me,
n yet..she sms me as she kn0ws that im kinda d0wn!
thanx al0t aiai! (:
ii really treasure 0ur friendship al0t!
l0ts m0re than euu c0uld expected! (: ..
had a r0und 0f m0n0p0ly with c0usie,grandma n my br0!!
m0n0p0ly sux la ii tell euu! ._. ..
n0 ch0ice luh!
im s0 g0nna r0t at h0me! ._. ..
an0ther 1week time ting ting,
just 1week n everything will be better! (:
ii really pray n h0pe things will g0 0n sm0othly this time r0und! (:
t0o many mistake,t0o many wr0ng turn!
this time,it sh0uld b a c0rrect path that im ch0osing!
thats all f0r n0w! (: ..
g0d bless!
muacks.. x33

i love you so deeply much, but do you? 7:55 PM